tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-75434471278753430912024-03-14T11:24:27.371+08:00BetterWrittenThanSpokencookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.comBlogger170125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-73550993229802925112020-01-02T23:10:00.000+08:002020-03-28T21:55:40.807+08:002020!!!<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">Hi all,</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">It's been another long while.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">I'm pretty sure no one reads this anymore.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">I hope all are doing well. </span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">It's now 2020, more than a decade since I first started blogging.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">And I'm now back here because,</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">well,</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">who else am I gonna talk to but myself? </span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">XD</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">Okay that was shit. </span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">I obviously have smth new to post about that I cannot make too public lmao.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">So I was emo (again!!!!) a couple of minutes ago and hey! We all know when the inspiration comes right hahaha.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">Hmm so anyway, today's post (or poem) is dedicated to someone that I care about.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">Haha I know, I seem to care about everyone in my posts.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">But hey! Not all of them has got a poem or a post-dedication okay!</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">Unfortunately, most of those who ended up in my blog are those that I can no longer reach out to, </span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">for whatsoever reason la.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">I remember during the s2 days that I tell myself, </span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">its okay when someone you love leaves.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">I mean, as long as they're happy, it doesn't matter if it's with or without you,right?</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">Idk lo tbh.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">But anyway, here's the poem without title, my latest ala-ala masterpiece that I just completed within 10 mins!</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">*blows own horn loudly*</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">Watch that cholesterol yo,</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: inherit;">banyak keju.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue;">Enjoy!</span></div>
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<i style="color: lime; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Hey honey,</i></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>It's me.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>Honey,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>I'm so sorry,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>I kept wanting you to be who I wanted you to be,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>I failed to realize that the one who doesn't know how to love, </i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>was me.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>I no longer know how long it has been,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>Or how many days have passed,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>I still find it difficult to accept sometimes,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>I was hoping you'd be the last.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>Honey,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>do you miss me..?</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>was it easy leaving,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>were we not meant to be?</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>I tried to forget,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>I tried to put you aside,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>but I can't do it,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>because my heart is where you reside.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>As I lay in bed at night, </i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>I always wonder,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>the future that we planned,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>have you forgotten, or do you still remember?</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>Honey,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>were we real?</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>did you really love me,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>or was there something that you kept veiled?</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>If I get to choose again,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>I'd still choose to love you right,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>through the laughter and the pain,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>for you, I'd still choose to fight.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>Thank you, honey,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>for having the strength to walk away,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>its also because of your courage,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>that I am who I am today.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>Someday, honey,someday,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>Maybe God will finally answer this prayer,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>We'd both have been much better,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>and by then, somehow, </i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>hopefully we'll be meant for each other.</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>Love,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>Mel.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: lime; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><i>2/1/2020 11.07pm</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: blue;">aaaand finish! </span></div>
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<span style="color: blue;">lmao I sound so free hahahah.</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue;"> So, okays!</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue;">Have a good life or smth guys!</span></div>
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<i>*I love you too much to make you stay..</i></div>
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<i>Baby, fly away..*</i></div>
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cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-91127487587149351552017-10-18T23:43:00.000+08:002017-10-19T00:08:23.375+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Had first day of training yesterday.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">I'm grateful for a funny trainer and good colleagues.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Most of the time I feel like we're all just a group of </span><i><span style="color: #e06666;">budaks</span></i><span style="color: #3d85c6;"> trynna adult.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">I love and embrace this change.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Having them jokers distracts me from the thoughts of others.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">I wish I can afford to move closer to work and live alone,away from the additionally unnecessary drama.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">I don't get it.</span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">What's the need of embarrassing me in front of my other friends?</span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Does that make you cool?</span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Does that make you more likeable?</span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Does that make you funny?</span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">You turn into someone else when there's another person.</span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">I put many efforts into aceing the interview,getting the job,finding this place.</span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Yet what do I get?</span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">A friend who calls me noisy and embarrass me in public, and then tries to be like me?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: orange;">I finally understood what you meant back then when you said "</span><i><u><span style="color: red;">朋友是拿来利用的嘛</span></u></i><span style="color: orange;">".</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">What are you using me for? </span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Me being nice doesn't mean you can just step on me like a pile of poop, just so that you can rise.</span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">You want everyone and everything right?</span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">You wanna be the cool,funny person right?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #e06666; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-large;">TAKE IT.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Because I ain't giving no shit anymore.</span></div>
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<i><span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Yep.</span></i></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">So far no one has ever been able to see who I am other than my babe </span><span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Leanne</i></span><span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">.</span></div>
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<i><span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Love you babe.</span></i></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Gonna end this post with a fugly pic of a video thumbnail that I've discovered today.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Goodbye.</span><br />
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<span style="color: red; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">*I hate being emo,I'm tired of feeling tired.</span><br />
<span style="color: red; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">I.NEED.HELP.</span><br />
<span style="color: red; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Not further shaming*</span></div>
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cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-24567362498497338762017-10-15T22:55:00.001+08:002017-10-15T22:55:30.247+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #0b5394;">So, I will be starting my new job tomorrow morning,hundreds of kms away from a place I call home.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">I was so anxious for the entire week I had difficulty sleeping.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">But as of now,less than 12 hours away from my first day,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">I grew numb again.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">I hate this.</span></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Why can't I just have all other positive feelings just like everyone else?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Am I homesick or sick of home?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Why do I put all hopes in someone who fails me?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Why doesn't anything give me courage other than disappointments and anger?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Why do I love and appreciate people who treats me like garbage?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Have I grown used to believing that I deserve to be mistreated?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Why can't you at least put a tiny effort when I've put my all?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Why are the people we type to,a whole different person than who we talk to?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Why is it that when I activate my emotional defense mechanism,I'm mean but when people are mean,I'm called weak?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Why do people I treated sincerely disregards me?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Why do I feel so worthless when I'm being nice and people aren't?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">What limits should I set with my friends so that I don't get attached and ended up hurt?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Why am I labelled dramatic when I genuinely feel the pinch in my heart?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Why was I laughing on the phone while my tears drench my face?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Why does caring hurts me more than everything?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Why am I fragile?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Why don't I have the courage to move on?</span></i></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">I left home,to move on from the bad memories,to create new,happier ones here.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">Yet,it's just as bad.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">Everyday I'm just hurting,for no apparent reason.</span></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Has my depression conquered me once again?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">How do I help myself?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">How do I breathe?</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">How do I live?</span></i></div>
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<b><span style="color: #cc0000;">*没人理解我的灰天*</span></b></div>
cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-47852626300679628222017-10-11T22:32:00.001+08:002017-10-11T22:58:20.070+08:00A Poem to My Heart<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: purple;">Hey.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">Woah.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">Kays I haven't written any stories,poems or lyrics in a loooooong time because these days I don't feel inspired anymore.</span></div>
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<i><span style="color: red;">(Or maybe lazy HAHA)</span></i></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">But here I am!</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">I've got a sudden inspiration and typed this poem,</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">a poem to my heart that no longer feels anything but pain.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Dear heart,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>where are you?</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Have you died,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>with the disappointments that I've gone through?</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Dear heart,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>are you dead?</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Or have you gone away,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>when my feelings fade?</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>These nights, </i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>I stay awake,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>You've lost the will to fight,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>You no longer know what feels right.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Dear heart,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>do you still love?</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>have you gone completely cold?</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>what happened to the girl with a heart of gold?</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>As I search for answers,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>I try to get you back,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>but heart,oh heart,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>you're torn as a piece of rag.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Heart oh heart,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>you've fallen again,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>you knew it from the start,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>but you chose the pain.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Dear heart,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>why can't you be stronger?</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>why did you let yourself,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>to be trashed all over?</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Someday I hope, </i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>to find you again,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>heart oh heart,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>This is where my poem ends.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">~CookieMelster 11th Oct 2017 10.20pm~</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">The sudden inspiration must've come from the people I've been in contact with these days plus the string of endless emo songs that I've listened to lol.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">Well, I hope that it's worthy enough to be blogged.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">I hope that someday,somehow, I will regain my passion in writing.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">Goodbye.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: orange;">*<span style="font-family: "arial" , "tahoma" , "helvetica" , "freesans" , sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">我的天空今天有點灰,</span><span style="font-family: "arial" , "tahoma" , "helvetica" , "freesans" , sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">我的心是個落葉的季節,</span><span style="font-family: "arial" , "tahoma" , "helvetica" , "freesans" , sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">我不知道如何度過今夜*</span></span></span></div>
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cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-18286584497366099242017-10-05T02:40:00.000+08:002017-10-12T13:22:57.092+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #0b5394;">Hey all.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">Good morning.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">It feels like just yesterday since my last post.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">I don't even know if anyone still read my posts.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">But then again, does it matter?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">These days being in this era,sometimes its best just talking to yourself,ya?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">LOL.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">Let's all be true to ourselves.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">How many times have we talked to our "friends" knowing that they;re just superficially concerned?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">And how many times have we pretended to give a damn about the things that they tell us?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">Probably always.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">Where has sincerity gone?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">Why can't people communicate with their heart instead?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">To the people whom I've been mean to sometimes,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">I am sorry.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">I'm sorry that I constantly get angry or annoyed.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">I'm not gonna justify my actions, but I'd like to broaden your view into my world so that maybe,maybe you'd somehow understand why I said or did certain things.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">Recently I came across someone whom I'd hoped will be a good friend.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">For some reason, I yearn to be closer.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">I wanted to be strong.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">I wanted to be a better person.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">Yet, I was too afraid.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">Too afraid that this "friendship" that I'm looking forward to, will just end up like the others.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">So I went full emotional-defense-mechanism mode.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">What's a better way to not get too emotionally-attached?</span></div>
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<i><span style="color: red;">Is it just me or does it hurt even more when you pretend not to care?</span></i></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><i>And the reason is, I get hurt easily because I care far too much.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">Loving them dearly does not guarantee that they too,will do the same.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">I hope that no one in this life will ever go through the pain of insincerity</span><span style="color: #0b5394;">.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;"> I'd like to </span><i><span style="color: magenta;">tekan</span></i><span style="color: #0b5394;"> on workplace bullying/abuse today. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">Let me first make it clear that this does not only happen to me at the current workplace, but also at the previous place, only with a higher severity. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">I know, my face very </span><i><span style="color: magenta;">suay</span></i><span style="color: #0b5394;">, ya?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">Now, what's that?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">According to </span><a href="http://www.workplacebullying.org/individuals/problem/definition/"><i><span style="color: red;">Workplace Bullying Institute (WBI)</span></i></a>,</div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">the definition of Workplace Bullying is an</span><span style="color: #3d85c6;"> </span><b><i><span style="color: red;">abusive conduct</span></i></b><span style="color: #3d85c6;"> </span><span style="color: #0b5394;">that is a</span><span style="color: #3d85c6;"> </span><i><b><span style="color: red;">mistreatment</span></b></i><span style="color: #3d85c6;"> </span><span style="color: #0b5394;">of one(or more) person(s) by one(or more) perpetrator(s).</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">I'll elaborate on the few that I constantly experience,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Yep. Often done by superiors who likes to look at the speck of sawdust in other people's eyes and can't see the Goddamn plank in their own eyes. Those who produces huge dramas from your ONE, tiny mistake,making sure the universe knows about it.</span></div>
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<span style="color: orange;">Please make sure that you're perfect before you go all Bollywood on people, k?</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">This. despicable. Superiors like to use this method on soft people like me, knowing so much that I can exceed expectations and rise above, yet tells me never-ending negative stuff about myself so that my self-worth decreases to zero, and eventually fades.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: orange;">Seriously, bringing me down does not make you anyhow higher,k?</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;"><span style="background-color: white;">Oh this. I've been called stupid so many times I can't even count anymore. This isn't school,it's an office. But ahh, people these days can't give a shit as long as they pay you or have the boss wrapped around their fingers, right? I mean, why care about the well-being of your people if you can only care about yourself?</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: orange;"><span style="background-color: white;">In case you're not bright enough, that was sarcasm.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Can't stand this. These makes you wonder if they're retarded or just plain crazy.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">These people basically comment about your life,your sickness,your family, your father's profession (and how he'll get karma for catching fishes), the color of your shoes,the length of your hair,the size of your eyes, and probably the number of your pit-hair,just for the pleasure of implanting something negative into your life. </span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: orange;">If there's karma for catching fishes, what about karma for doing evil deeds and being such a hypocrite?</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #0b5394;">That's all for today.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #0b5394;"> Lost some inspiration when I stopped halfway to watch a video, or there'll be no ending to this.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #0b5394;">There'll definitely be a Part 2 probably next week because it's the</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Dear all,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Hello.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">I hope things are good for all of you.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">These days people don't really blog anymore, do they?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Well unless of course, that they're some famous blogger.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">I can't remember when was the last time I had so much enthusiasm in blogging.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Neither can I remember when did I lose all passion and motivation in writing.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">I remember thinking how hard life was back then.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Little did I know that the older you grow, the harder it gets.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">I've reached a point where nothing interests me anymore.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Those days, those carefree days.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Where are they now?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Those dreams,those HUGE dreams to make a difference in this world.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Where have they gone?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">I guess I resorted to blogging once again because there really isn't anyone whom I can talk to anymore.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">By that, I meant those who won't judge me and have so many opinions about my problems.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Sometimes all I need is a listening ear, not a judgmental "friend" who tells me how horrible of a person I am.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">There are so many things in my mind now that I can't get into place.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Zero inspiration, I guess?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">I'm sorry I cannot reach your expectations.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">This post should've been better.</span></div>
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<i style="color: white; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><span style="color: magenta;">*I'm sorry but this world is just not my place,</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: magenta;">I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in,</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: magenta;">I've come to realize this world's full of sin,</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: magenta;">There's nothing for me here I'm just a waste of space,</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: magenta;">I can't go on with this awful race,</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: magenta;">it's a disgrace, I was misplaced,</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: magenta;">born in the wrong time and in the wrong place.*</span></i></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Hey guys, wow!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">It's been so long since I've last blogged!<br />How's everybodehhh?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Did anyone miss meeeeee?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">So many things has happened in the last 3years and I'm too lazyyyy to write about them anymore.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">One of the biggest highlight would be that I found myself a boyfriend and we have been together for a year now.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">I actually decided to blog again after seeing my psychiatrist today(finally decided to do smth about my depression XD).</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">She suggests that I write letters to my mom whenever I'm depressed and since I USED TO love to write, I decided to give it another try.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">I've been diagnosed with BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) about a month ago (I think?). <br />pretty depressing eh.</span></div>
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<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">neurotransmitters- <span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">t</span>hese are "messenger chemicals" used by your brain to transmit signals between brain cells; certain neurotransmitters can have a significant effect on mood and behaviour</span></li>
<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">neurobiology- <span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">t</span>his term describes the structure and function of your brain and nervous system; it appears that some people with BPD have a number of regions in the brain with abnormal structure and function</span></li>
<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">environmental factors- <span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">e</span>vents that happened in your past, such as your relationship with your family, appear to play an important role in BPD</span></li>
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<span style="font-family: arial, helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; line-height: 22.3999996185303px;">I can somehow relate so much to the environmental factors, therefore I'm gonna provide a slightly more detailed information below.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">A number of environmental factors seem to be common and widespread among people with BPD. These include:</span></div>
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<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px; text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">being a victim of emotional, physical or sexual abuse</span></li>
<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px; text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">being exposed to chronic fear or distress as a child</span></li>
<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px; text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">being neglected by one or both parents</span></li>
<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px; text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">growing up with another family member who had a serious mental health condition, such as <a href="http://www.nhs.uk/conditions/Bipolar-disorder/Pages/Introduction.aspx" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">bipolar disorder</a> or a drink or drug misuse problem</span></li>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">A person's relationship with their parents and family has a strong influence on how they come to see the world and what they believe about other people.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">Unresolved fear, anger and distress from childhood can lead to a variety of distorted adult thinking patterns, such as idealising others, expecting others to be a parent to you, expecting other people to bully you, and behaving as if other people are adults and you are not.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">And here are the symptoms:</span></div>
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<strong style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">Borderline personality disorder (BPD) can cause a wide range of symptoms, which can be broadly grouped into four main areas.</span></strong></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">The four areas are:</span></div>
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<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">emotional instability (a psychological term for this is affective dysregulation)</span></li>
<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">disturbed patterns of thinking or perception (psychological terms for these are cognitive or perceptual distortions)</span></li>
<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">impulsive behaviour</span></li>
<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">intense but unstable relationships with others</span></li>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">Each of these areas is described in more detail below.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">Emotional instability</span></h3>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">If you have BPD, you may experience a range of often intense negative emotions, such as:</span></div>
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<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">rage</span></li>
<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">sorrow</span></li>
<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">shame</span></li>
<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">panic</span></li>
<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">terror</span></li>
<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">long-term feelings of emptiness and loneliness</span></li>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">You may have severe mood swings over a short space of time. It's common for people with BPD to feel <a href="http://www.nhs.uk/conditions/Suicide/Pages/Introduction.aspx" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">suicidal</a> with despair, and then feel reasonably positive a few hours later. Some people feel better in the morning and some in the evening. The pattern varies, but the key sign is that your moods swing in unpredictable ways.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">Disturbed patterns of thinking</span></h3>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">There are three levels of disturbed thinking that can affect people with BPD. These are ranked according to severity:</span></div>
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<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">upsetting thoughts <span style="background-color: white; line-height: 18.2000007629395px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">– </span>such as thinking you are a terrible person or feeling you do not exist. You may not be sure of these thoughts and may seek reassurance that they are not true</span></li>
<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">brief episodes of strange experiences <span style="background-color: white; line-height: 18.2000007629395px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">– </span>such as hearing voices outside your head for minutes at a time. These may often feel like instructions to harm yourself or others. You may or may not be certain whether these are real</span></li>
<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">prolonged episodes of abnormal experiences <span style="background-color: white; line-height: 18.2000007629395px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">– </span>where you might experience both hallucinations (voices outside your head) or distressing beliefs that no one can talk you out of (such as believing your family are secretly trying to kill you). These types of beliefs may be psychotic (delusions), and a sign you are becoming more unwell; it is important to get help if you are struggling with delusions</span></li>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">If you have BPD, there are two main types of impulses you may find extremely difficult to control:</span></div>
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<li style="margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 1.4em;">an impulse to </span><a href="http://www.nhs.uk/conditions/Self-injury/Pages/Introduction.aspx" style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">self-harm</a><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 18.2000007629395px;"> - </span><span style="line-height: 1.4em;">such as cutting your arms with razors or burning your skin with cigarettes; in severe cases, especially if you also feel intensely sad and depressed, this impulse can lead to feeling suicidal and you may attempt suicide</span></span></li>
<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">a strong impulse to engage in reckless and irresponsible activities -<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 18.2000007629395px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> </span>such as <a href="http://www.nhs.uk/Livewell/alcohol/Pages/Bingedrinking.aspx" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">binge drinking</a>, <a href="http://www.nhs.uk/Livewell/drugs/Pages/Drugshome.aspx" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">drug abuse</a>, going on a spending or gambling spree, or having unprotected sex with strangers; impulsive behaviours are especially dangerous when people are in brief psychotic states, because they may be more likely to act impulsively if their judgement is impaired</span></li>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">If you have BPD, you may feel that other people abandon you when you most need them or get too close and smother you.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">When people fear abandonment, it can lead to feelings of intense <a href="http://www.nhs.uk/conditions/Anxiety/Pages/Introduction.aspx" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">anxiety</a> and anger. They may make frantic efforts to prevent being left alone, such as:</span></div>
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<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">constantly texting or phoning a person</span></li>
<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">suddenly calling that person in the middle of the night</span></li>
<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">physically clinging on to that person and refusing to let go</span></li>
<li style="line-height: 1.4em; margin: 0px 0px 0.3em; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">making threats to harm or kill themselves if that person ever leaves them</span></li>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">Alternatively, you may feel others are smothering, controlling or crowding you, which also provokes intense fear and anger.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">You may then respond by acting in ways to make people go away, such as emotionally withdrawing, rejecting them or using verbal abuse.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">These two patterns will probably result in an unstable "love-hate" relationship with certain people.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">Many people with BPD seem to be stuck with a very rigid "black-white" view of relationships. Either a relationship is perfect and that person is wonderful, or the relationship is doomed and that person is terrible. People with BPD seem unable or unwilling to accept any sort of "grey area" in their personal life and relationships.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: x-small;">For many people with BPD, emotional relationships (including relationships with professional carers) involve "go away!/please don’t go" states of mind, which is confusing for them and their partners. Sadly, this can often lead to break-ups.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">No wonder I always feel abandoned and unloved.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">I wanna apologize to everyone whom I have unintentionally hurt in the past, present, and in the future.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">It scares me how I actually run outta things to say.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Or maybe, just maybe that I do.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Anyways, do check back soon for my depressing posts which I'm gonna title "Letters to Mum".</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Definitely not suitable for readers who cannot withstand negativity.<br />Anyways, just updated my blog background and stuff to make it look happier than those black, emo background. Hate the fact that I'm too lazy to change the font colors for my previous posts so I can't change the bg color of my posts.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Goodbye for now.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">=)</span></div>
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cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-75984732328930631262012-04-08T22:18:00.001+08:002015-06-25T22:04:41.562+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: magenta;">I've been sooooo happy lately!</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">on Friday I had steamboat dinner at the Tanjung Tokong Xuan Xin with my Chubi, my 哥哥, and my beloved cell group members!</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">I love them and their company!</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">I'm so happy that Chubi has begun to blend in with us even more now!</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">ahhh so happy!</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">Saturday was even more awesome!</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">Chubi fetched me after work and we went for movie.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">watched</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">Street Dance 2.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">(googled the picture)</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">it was an awesome movie!</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">I enjoyed my Saturday so much!!</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">I wanted to make Chubi fetch me to church this morning but he said he'll be late so I made Joseph fetch me.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">I reached church only about two minutes earlier than him.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">cheyy!</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">so yeah, Chubi sat with me and seeing him smile and laugh when Pastor was talking makes me wanna cry!</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">so happy to see him smile!</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">we had out Easter Storytime Sermon today!</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">so awesome!</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">=')</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">after sermon I cried like hell because my Chubi accepted Christ!</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">I wanted to walk him to the front but someone else took over but it was okay.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">I cried so so hard at my seat!</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">tears of joy!</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">its like all my effort came flashing back into my mind and everything is worth it now.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">I wanted to hug him so bad but I know that I will not be able to stop crying if I did so I didn't.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">I'm just so so happy and I love him so much!</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">He's so awesome!</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;"><3</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">I couldn't stop smiling even until I got home man!</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">=')</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">I thank God for him, and for other good friends as well.</span></div>
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cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-2652311539309485282012-03-22T22:15:00.003+08:002017-03-24T23:23:05.329+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">you know, being sad is very tiring.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">VERY.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">and I haven't gone through a day this tiring as today for a long time.</span></div>
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<i style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">A day where</span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">-I woke up to find my sweet dream just a lie.</span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">-a Facebook conversation killed my hope.</span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">-a phone call from someone I was fond of took away my smile.</span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">-I began to accept and forgive the people who lies.</span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">-I didn't look while crossing the road, and yet still alive I am.</span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">-the white guitar that I've always wanted has gone.</span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">-I arrived late at work,cold and numb.</span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">-I was unable to feel hunger.</span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">-tears was all could speak my mind.</span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">-I realize people at work has became my family.</span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">-everyone could feel my gloom.</span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">-cute kids can no longer cheer me up.</span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">-I was quiet and thinking.</span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">-I was unable to smile from the heart.</span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">-I realize that I still have feelings.</span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">-I fail to pretend like I didn't care.</span></i></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">Everyone was nice today.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">the brother of the shop-manager said funny things to make us laugh.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">the mother of the manager kept smiling and talking to me.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">the manager asked if I was okay and was willing to serve the customers instead and gave me some time for myself.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">my friend SuiLin tried her best to bring that smile back on my face.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">I know she tried hard.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">She didn't wanna give up talking to me even when I almost ignored her totally.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">She knows that those tears were words I didn't pronounce.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">She knows the journey I've gone through, the feelings I once had,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">and the fears I now face.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">I thank God for her today, because she understands how much it means to lend a shoulder when a friend is in need.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">Thanks SuiLin.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;">you're a good sister.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">*I have not and never will intend to hurt or lose anyone in my life.I am sorry.*</span></div>
cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-38252334920316775602012-03-21T21:55:00.001+08:002017-03-24T23:23:41.944+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: purple;">I think I'm a lil lost.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">lately I began to care about certain things that I shouldn't give a damn about.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">Everything about this one friend of mine is so..familiar.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">my brain has warned me to not give in to this familiarity.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">but my heart did.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">this friend brought back the one person that has passed me by,</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">whom I have loved.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">I long to learn how to ever love again, I really do.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">but how am I supposed to tune myself to the lies?</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">many times I wish it was real.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">I wish I was different.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">but I do know that I am not.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">maybe I just missed being loved?</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">things that are happening now,</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">I can see that history is repeating itself.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">Well, not exactly. I will not allow myself to cry everyday for another three years.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">NOT ANYMORE.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">I keep reminding myself that now I can even let s2 fade,</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">what else will I not be able to let go?</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">A friend named Alan sorta reminded me that life is too short to stay in sadness.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">a part of me knows that its true.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">but the reason I get hurt a lil too easily is because I take people seriously and I don't like to be played.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">and again, who does?</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">The moment I changed towards a person is when I know that this game isn't going anywhere.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">so why start something just to end it?</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">I am no toy and I hope you guys are aware of that.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">If you really have to play, I suggest that you do it with the others.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">because to me, my life aint a joke.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">maybe I will miss some of the time spent talking rubbish and laughing,</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">but it is better than to get into a deeper hurt.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">I can no longer afford to be emotionally wounded once again.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">I.AM.TIRED.</span></div>
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">*what are words if you really don't mean them when you say them?*</span></i><br />
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cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-23409737226480117082012-03-12T23:42:00.001+08:002017-03-24T23:26:09.203+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #a64d79;">Maaaaaaan I've disappeared for a long time!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">How's everyonee?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">Happy 2012 by the way.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">There are many things in my life that has changed since my last post to this.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">There are a few things that I have learned in this process of recovery.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">1. People and things DO change overnight.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">one second you might be good friends and strangers the next.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">2. Not everyone is grateful.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">I know that. I just had to try.</span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;">3. Doing your best does not change anything if the person that you're trynna help is not willing to.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">And I thought I'd never be tired. Proven wrong.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">4. Not to leave anyone out just because they're "different".</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">Everyone deserves love and care just like you and I.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">5. Not to believe in beautiful lies.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">Sometimes I love hearing 'em but there's no point if they aint the truth.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">I hate to be treated like a fool. Who likes to be lied to anyways?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">To many of my new-found friends,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">I usually back away when I feel that some of you are becoming too close to me.</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #a64d79;">I fear falling for someone all over again.</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #a64d79;">I am sorry that I cannot afford more pain.</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #a64d79;">and I become mean and sarcastic when I feel insecure about something.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">please know that I mean no hurt upon others.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">and I went to get a haircut.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">(random shit,again)</span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;">twice.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;"> from this</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47;">to this for CNY</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47;">and finally,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47;">(I do things that I don't usually do when I get emo)</span></div>
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cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-42258694833196044082011-12-25T09:41:00.044+08:002012-02-25T21:08:41.828+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Merry Christmas guyss!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Now, how many of you actually managed to get their wish granted?</div><div style="text-align: center;">well I'm yet to know what my present is so yeahh!<br />
I'm just gonna talk about how I celebrated my Christmas this year!<br />
So yesterday, we had an awesome service titled "Long Men Ke Zhan" at City Harvest Church Penang.<br />
I've never been to any of the Christmas services and I was blown away!<br />
I love love love love love the drama!!!<br />
I went out with 哥哥 and the gang in the morning, then I went to church and after church I made a last minute decision to join the bbq party at night.<br />
I had like, loads of fun!<br />
here are the pictures of the bbq we had last night at Flamingo Beach.<br />
pictures were taken by one of the team members.<br />
thank you,whoever you are.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Dax and Peter.</span><br />
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hahahaha jokinggg.<br />
last but not least, people...<br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiiqYQi-y9HCCDzqOXjtluw5KAHoaV2IeMjHois68c-J-UxYkGrMd9oTNM1YN-G0mpDzEGDgrBgwDN4M4KFIBBv7CXyq6WCZG0z4Z7QryMk5G6-rxu3XTvYDXVWrSc0UNJarlt0qiY8MrY/s1600/409643_2785891602738_1121715602_33081092_1628103350_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="213" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiiqYQi-y9HCCDzqOXjtluw5KAHoaV2IeMjHois68c-J-UxYkGrMd9oTNM1YN-G0mpDzEGDgrBgwDN4M4KFIBBv7CXyq6WCZG0z4Z7QryMk5G6-rxu3XTvYDXVWrSc0UNJarlt0qiY8MrY/s320/409643_2785891602738_1121715602_33081092_1628103350_n.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><i>our so so so awesome family!</i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><i>I love 'em.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><i>I wish chubi was there though.</i></span><br />
this was the first time I stood with 哥哥 in a picture leh!<br />
heheee.<br />
this was the best Christmas I've ever had!<br />
I mean, its so very awesome to be able to spend it with friends!<br />
I still woke up this morning feeling excited.<br />
So imma get lost now.<br />
Merry Christmas guys!!!<br />
Loves.</div>cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-12102328326084355352011-12-22T21:01:00.002+08:002011-12-23T23:55:33.650+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Okay so I'm done watching <i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffe599;">Autumn's Concerto</span></i> today.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I printed-screen Vanness' smile from the drama.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Though he never knew about my existence,</div><div style="text-align: center;">he managed to make me smile just by smiling in the drama.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-1n-ED6jEx-8/TvMjI0KaXzI/AAAAAAAAAq0/v8aWRaoc8L8/s1600/vanness.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="179" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-1n-ED6jEx-8/TvMjI0KaXzI/AAAAAAAAAq0/v8aWRaoc8L8/s320/vanness.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">A smile that I'd die for.</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;">=')</div><div style="text-align: center;">I feel more like crying whenever he smile actually.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I really hate it when something has to end.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I do know that it was merely a drama but sometimes, it feels good to be able to live in your dreams and imaginations.</div><div style="text-align: center;">And for the past three days, I have lived in a very blissful dream.</div><div style="text-align: center;">You know, sometimes I just have to be childish to feel happy.</div><div style="text-align: center;">The world becomes less complicated and everything seems to offer more hope when thoughts are simplified.</div><div style="text-align: center;">If I had a choice, I wouldn't wanna grow up.</div><div style="text-align: center;">In the period of my aunt's absence, I find myself being able to handle this home better than when she was around.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I used to do the housework out of hatred, but now I can do it out of love.</div><div style="text-align: center;">For who, for what, I do not know.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Not to forget, my cooking skill has certainly improved!</div><div style="text-align: center;">My neighbour Rachel has been over for lunch for three days, and we've never enjoyed my cooking this much before.</div><div style="text-align: center;">This time I know that I put my heart,my effort and my love into the food that I cook.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Not like its super- delicious, but at least, and finally, I came up with something presentable.</div><div style="text-align: center;">=D</div><div style="text-align: center;">And I, slowly but gradually began to believe that this world is actually not as bad as I've seen it.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Honestly, I don't know whether I have really managed to think positively.</div><div style="text-align: center;">but I guess its okay.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm staying strong for friends that I've promised to be.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Friends who needs a listening ear, and a shoulder to cry on.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Sheeeshhh!</div><div style="text-align: center;">I should really stop before I start crying. </div><div style="text-align: center;">X)</div><div style="text-align: center;">and guys, please please please REMEMBER to come to</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><i>CITY HARVEST CHURCH PENANG </i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;">tomorrow at 8pm!</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'd love to see you guys there!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Loves.</div><div style="text-align: center;">=)</div>cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-9979188185298540292011-12-20T23:09:00.002+08:002011-12-20T23:37:46.685+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I just realized that today is already the 20th of December!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Christmas is only five days away!</div><div style="text-align: center;">I probably lost track of time because this year,</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm not celebrating Christmas at KL with the rest of the family.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Anyways guys,</div><div style="text-align: center;">City Harvest Church Penang will be having a drama titled " Long Men Ke Zhan" for Christmas this year and all are welcome to experience our warmth and happiness!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiyKzw9xU9SIYKgx_c8yKRoUROny66qUBoBN_8TNVFA1E1Uiw1FCqxVJkxCFKFTaisTP6l0rSQ2KamL3PC_7cLep_6anoFbLxkTdcEvXUZvIee0Xs_tSR5TGaEFHotQXryMvi1QkHfBVow/s1600/381253_10150599783948154_527823153_11614547_1264920114_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiyKzw9xU9SIYKgx_c8yKRoUROny66qUBoBN_8TNVFA1E1Uiw1FCqxVJkxCFKFTaisTP6l0rSQ2KamL3PC_7cLep_6anoFbLxkTdcEvXUZvIee0Xs_tSR5TGaEFHotQXryMvi1QkHfBVow/s320/381253_10150599783948154_527823153_11614547_1264920114_n.jpg" width="226" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">Christmas services will be on the 23rd of December at 8pm,</div><div style="text-align: center;">24th of December at 5pm and 8pm!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">You guys gotta come!</div><div style="text-align: center;">If you don't then don't blame me har if you guys missed the fun!<br />
besides, our normal services by Pastor Saras already set us rockin' everytime, Christmas is gonna be waaaaay awesomer than the awesomest!!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">guys guys guys,</div><div style="text-align: center;">Christmas is not about a big fat guy in white beard and red suit giving out presents.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Santa doesn't exist.</div><div style="text-align: center;">If he does he's prolly a pedophile.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Joking lol.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Christmas is about us celebrating the birth of Jesus Christ some long time ago and remembering what He has done for us.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I feel closer to our Savior during Christmas.</div><div style="text-align: center;">JUST COME!</div><div style="text-align: center;">You will never know how great God is until you feel it for yourself!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Right here at CHCPG I watched how people has changed, how lives were saved and how we found our home.<br />
Its time to make your decision.</div><div style="text-align: center;">DON"T MISS IT!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Anyone who needs transport can contact me and we will arrange for you!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Hope to see you guys there!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Loves.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-70267521973897126842011-12-20T22:07:00.001+08:002011-12-20T22:09:21.915+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">Hello peepers!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">Have you guys watched Autumn's Concerto (<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif;">下一站,幸福) ?!</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">I wanted to watch it since forever but I didn't really make an effort to before this.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">The topic was brought up when I was talking to Stephanie over dinner.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">She said it was nice and posted a link on my wall.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">Been watching it for two days now.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">There were a few sad parts in the first six episodes but I didn't cry and was seriously very worried because I'm very scared that I will become heartless.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">And all I thought was, when are they ever gonna stop kissing?!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">I mean, I know that Vanness Wu is hot,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">(never knew that he's actually THIS hot!)</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">but there's no need for them to keep kissing in the drama right!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">>:(</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">lol anyways, I really cannot tahan watching this type of dramas you know?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">they make me think that fairytales do exist. </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">=(</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">and we all know that these romantic and touching scenes only happen in movies and dramas lah.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">anyways, Vanness has a cute smile!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">its so sweet yet heartbreaking..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">=(</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgShfF5JWZKT1Mj1-oMzT2-mxewnZIHVgEKxQFvmxc2ftYl6SwASArx6UNk3Gdc-k9py2256zit3KHQ6HXE5lNpoLo457knBTnAFqs-zNs50IQ7Qke5qweP-GzKxOYfeV3KqQ2mhpjLr_w/s1600/hee.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="179" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgShfF5JWZKT1Mj1-oMzT2-mxewnZIHVgEKxQFvmxc2ftYl6SwASArx6UNk3Gdc-k9py2256zit3KHQ6HXE5lNpoLo457knBTnAFqs-zNs50IQ7Qke5qweP-GzKxOYfeV3KqQ2mhpjLr_w/s320/hee.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">he's so cute!</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">LOL!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">I started crying at episode 7!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">and every episode after that.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">Cried the most today at the part when Xiao Le ran after Guang Xi's car when he was leaving Hua Tian VIllage.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">='((((</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">I was just wondering, if you guys were in Mu Chang's position,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">would you leave your loved one and get misunderstood by everyone just to save him?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">Would you explain to him that it was for his own good?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">How much would you sacrifice for the person that you love?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">How far would you go for them?</span></div>cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-31506379295506421772011-12-07T20:03:00.004+08:002015-07-01T22:50:49.029+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">
Hello peepsters!!!</div>
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How's everyone?</div>
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=D</div>
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Lol I haven't blogged for months!</div>
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Life has been changing tremendously since I started attending church again. </div>
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at least, now I found what I've lost few months back, my family of friends.</div>
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I still have other groups of mates,of course.</div>
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They taught me how to grow up, and how not to cry over lil things.</div>
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I believe that through them, I too learned how to be stronger.</div>
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On the 4th of October my brother called me from KL and told me that my God-daddy has been diagnosed with cancer and that he was in a critical condition.(He was the husband of my mother's eldest sister and they have taken me as their God-daughter because they only have three sons and no daughter) Aunt was in KL with bro and at that point of time, being alone at home, I started sobbing uncontrollably. </div>
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I started praying, pleading and begging God and whatever other deities that I could think of, hoping that they will sustain the life of my God-daddy. </div>
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We never knew that he had cancer! Earlier reports of the blood tests showed nothing wrong with him at all!</div>
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Later at night dad brought me to the hospital to see him.</div>
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There lying on the bed, was the God-daddy that I was once close to. He was sleeping, but the sight of him alive and breathing only because he was supported by the machine breaks my heart. The image of all the oxygen tubes and whatever else reminds me of my mum, and also myself in the ICU room when I attempted suicide in Secondary Two.</div>
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"Kay-pa.."</div>
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He opened his eyes and looked at me.</div>
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"I came to see you.."</div>
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"Hmm.." he answered weakly and went back to sleep.</div>
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For some reason, I felt like this was gonna be the last time that I will ever get to call him.</div>
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Tears formed in my eyes, and my god-brother quickly dragged me away.</div>
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I knew.</div>
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I knew that he was gonna leave us, but my heart held on tightly onto the hope that he will get to live longer than expected. </div>
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Before I left the hospital, I told God-mama to call me if there's anything.</div>
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"NOTHING WILL HAPPEN LA!"</div>
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She snapped.</div>
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I wanted to burst out crying at that moment, because God-mama is obviously denying fate.</div>
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The next day, my heart shivered whenever my cellphone or the house phone rings.</div>
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I was afraid of losing another loved one. Hearing no news, I was relieved.</div>
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On the night of October 6th year 2011.</div>
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I was online as usual when suddenly dad called me over to the living room.</div>
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"Your kay-pa no more.."</div>
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"Oh.." was all I could say.</div>
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Numbness was all I felt.</div>
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Calm was all I was.</div>
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When I got to Butterworth for the funeral on the 8th of October, </div>
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I had to kneel down and crawl into the hall in front of the coffin.</div>
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And then I burst.</div>
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"Kay-pa..*a long pause because I couldn't go on* 我回来了..(I am back)"</div>
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God-bro and God-mama pulled me away because I was crying a lil too hard.</div>
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"Ah Mei, mai hao.. (don't cry, lil sis)" was all that I heard.</div>
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That was the last time I cried at the funeral.</div>
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for the rest of the remaining days. including the day that we sent him off,</div>
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I didn't shed a single tear.</div>
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I thought I was ruthless.</div>
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A rude auntie made a remark saying that God-daddy's beloved God-daughter doesn't know how to cry.</div>
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I was hurt.</div>
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Does she know that I was crying deep inside?</div>
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No she doesn't.</div>
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I knew that God-mama was very sad too.</div>
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But she put a brave mask on and so did I.</div>
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The God-daddy that I just saw smiling just a few months back has gone back to be reunited with Grandma, Grandpa, Uncle and Mum.</div>
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I find comfort thinking that someday we will meet each other again.</div>
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However hard life is gonna be in future, I will never wanna give up because I hate the feeling of losing someone that I love, and I don't want people who loves me to lose me.</div>
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Guys, life is indeed short.</div>
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We might be breathing this moment, but we don't know whether we will still be the next.</div>
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Lets all love and appreciate people around us.</div>
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Its really hard for me to give up on people because deep in my heart, there's still hope and I believe that however bad a person might be,</div>
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a part of them, hidden away somewhere deep inside,</div>
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sincerity exists.</div>
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All it takes is just for the one right person to come along and prove it.</div>
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Special thanks to <i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Chubi</span></i> for making my day yesterday.</div>
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You gave me hope once again.</div>
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I'm happy that my sincerity and perseverance brought you back.</div>
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Thank you.</div>
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And <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;"><i>Vin 哥哥</i></span>, I did not give up on you and never will because I believe that you do have some conscience in you.</div>
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I hope that someday you will find your true self back again.<br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">S2</span></i>, though you didn't say it, I think I know why you talked to me. Thank you for keeping your promise. I thought you weren't there when I needed you most, but you were. I missed you..<br />
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As for those that I didn't mention up there,</div>
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I still love you guys loads!</div>
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Be happy!</div>
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And thanks for reading!</div>
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cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-20258460863168940362011-07-16T21:55:00.002+08:002011-07-24T08:44:09.622+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">I can't believe that I'm home for the whole day!</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm supposed to be at Bon Odori with Rupster or Chubi!</div><div style="text-align: center;">=(((((((</div><div style="text-align: center;">Yesterday was beautiful...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I mean, nothing much happened but it was a gift from God.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Its funny how thankful I can be for something so little.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><3</div><div style="text-align: center;">Chubiiii is so cute!!!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Anyways,after I was done cleaning the house this morning, I watched </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQ1pYv9RM3BItY-A9p1dsRiK2hEfPBDF478OLbHGyNfeGOQ3Zf3n9nXUUVAQmCRQkPUIaLWtTCKUlZ5UCj7aNMxXNKVO0cXxLQZQ_orlKDpCKLxNYF-4-WLZbKCVDSbGO3nuDjGXrfXSM/s1600/fmtp.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQ1pYv9RM3BItY-A9p1dsRiK2hEfPBDF478OLbHGyNfeGOQ3Zf3n9nXUUVAQmCRQkPUIaLWtTCKUlZ5UCj7aNMxXNKVO0cXxLQZQ_orlKDpCKLxNYF-4-WLZbKCVDSbGO3nuDjGXrfXSM/s1600/fmtp.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">Fly me to Polaris</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">again for the 24th time this year!<br />
And still cry.</div><div style="text-align: center;">My sissy Melody and I used to burst out crying like cows when we watched it together.</div><div style="text-align: center;">This movie is very very touching!</div><div style="text-align: center;">If you guys have never watched this I suggest you do it when you need to cry.<br />
Lol.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Here's a review by <span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><i> Shelly Kraicer, March 2, 2000.</i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><i><br />
</i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">First, a bit of plot. Fly Me to Polaris is a fantasy youth romance, in which blind and mute Onion (Richie Ren) and young romantic nurse Autumn (Cecilia Cheung Pak-chi) fall in love without quite knowing it. Onion is quickly killed off in an accident. In a way-station on the path to heaven, an angel (Eric Kot) allows Ren five more days on Earth, with a catch: Ren will be able to see and speak, but he will be unrecognizable to everyone around him, and he is forbidden from revealing who he is. Returning to witness his own funeral, Ren finds Autumn in her grief, and tries to console her while recreating the love that they had never managed to express. Magically romantic things transpire with the aid of saxophones and meteor showers.</span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Here are some of the scenes from the movie.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Googled the pictures.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-IC5pS1FFz4iJwNzwyUtYcHUfEtyiyYMR5ouAim5zQEzTbyjMvd2H9cTlecUsJEN0ukcyfjifMTW7Rk-fT6bbTtBE_DfAWwV4SaX5WQJQXfwqJusGanO1ohFO13mqKw2DvzWabvrDyNE/s1600/Fly+Me+to+Polaris+Screen.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="183" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-IC5pS1FFz4iJwNzwyUtYcHUfEtyiyYMR5ouAim5zQEzTbyjMvd2H9cTlecUsJEN0ukcyfjifMTW7Rk-fT6bbTtBE_DfAWwV4SaX5WQJQXfwqJusGanO1ohFO13mqKw2DvzWabvrDyNE/s320/Fly+Me+to+Polaris+Screen.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">It is such a heartbreaking romance.. </div><div style="text-align: center;">=/</div><div style="text-align: center;">Moving on, I spent some time with my lil Nostalgia and cut my finger while playing with her.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I didn't know how it happened.<br />
It got cut at the wrong position of the wrong finger.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Ray told me that a friend used to run to her boyfriend whenever she cuts her fingers while playing the guitar.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I got no "baby" to run to.</div><div style="text-align: center;">its okay, because according to bro soon yip, 一个人也可以好好的..</div><div style="text-align: center;">when I scribbled that on a paper Chubi tembak-ed me with 不过两个人会更好..</div><div style="text-align: center;">=.=</div><div style="text-align: center;">so mempersaddeningkan.</div><div style="text-align: center;">LOL</div><div style="text-align: center;">Cute people like Chubi never fails to put a smile on my face.</div><div style="text-align: center;">=)</div><div style="text-align: center;">After that I turned the TV on and watched "孩子"(Hai Zi)..</div><div style="text-align: center;">So touching!</div><div style="text-align: center;">How blind I was to have never seen the beauty of life.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm loving every single second that I live and every breath that I breathe.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Though every meeting has a parting, people come and go..</div><div style="text-align: center;">What mattered was the time spent and the memories we had.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Imma end this post with lyrics of an (quite) old song that describes how I've been feeling all this while.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">洋葱</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">(Onion)</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div class="MsoNormal"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">如果你眼神能够为我</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">片刻的降临</span><br />
If only, your vision would look upon me<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">如果你能听到</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">心碎的声音</span><br />
If only, you could hear the sounds of a heart break<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">沉默的守护着你</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">沉默的等奇迹</span><br />
Silently watching over you, silently waiting for a miracle<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">沉默的让自己</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">像是空气</span><br />
Silently letting myself, be like air<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">大家都吃着聊着笑着</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">今晚多开心</span><br />
Everyone’s eating, talking, laughing, tonite is such a joy<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">最角落里的我</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">笑得多合群</span><br />
The cornermost me, is laughing together with the rest<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">盘底的洋葱像我</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">永远是调味品</span><br />
The onions at the bottom of the plate are just like me, forever the flavouring<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">偷偷的看着你</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">偷偷的隐藏着自己</span><br />
Secretly watching you, secretly hiding myself</span></i></div><div class="MsoNormal"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">如果你愿意一层一层一层</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">的剥开我的心</span><br />
If you are willing to peel open my heart, layer by layer by layer<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">你会发现</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">你会讶异</span><br />
You will discover, you will be shocked<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">你是我</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">最压抑</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">最深处的秘密</span><br />
You are my most suppressed, deepest secret<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">如果你愿意一层一层一层</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">的剥开我的心</span><br />
If you are willing to peel open my heart, layer by layer by layer<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">你会鼻酸</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">你会流泪</span><br />
Your nose will run, you will tear<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">只要你能</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">听到我</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">看到我的全心全意</span><br />
If only you can hear me, see my wholeheartedness<br />
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">听你说你和你的他们</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">暧昧的空气</span><br />
Hearing you talk about you and your many others and the blossoming love<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">我和我的绝望</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">装得很风趣</span><br />
Me and my hopelessness act very amused<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">我就像一颗洋葱</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">永远是配角戏</span><br />
I’m just like an onion, forever just the supporting actor<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">多希望能与你</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">有一秒</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">专属的剧情</span><br />
How i wish to have with you, a second of our own story</span></i></div><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">Got the lyrics from LyricsMode.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Have fun guys!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Loves.</div>cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-6374874620650816832011-07-13T23:42:00.003+08:002011-07-16T20:36:51.103+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">GUYS!!!!<br />
I'm still here!!!!<br />
LOL.<br />
How is everyone?<br />
=DDD<br />
I've been hyper lately.<br />
Been hanging out with Rachel, Zed and Ying after work almost everyday!<br />
They brought noise into my ears and parties into my soul.<br />
I'm almost a party animal now.<br />
Don't get me wrong, I don't mean the drinking and clubbing type of parties.</div><div style="text-align: center;">hanging around, making some noise and getting home before 11pm.</div><div style="text-align: center;">That's all we do.</div><div style="text-align: center;">The best part is, Zeddy has got her "P" and a car!</div><div style="text-align: center;">=D</div><div style="text-align: center;">Through this, I find happiness because people at home can and will never understand how a teenager's life is supposed to be.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I don't wanna live a life full of regrets.</div><div style="text-align: center;">At least, not anymore!</div><div style="text-align: center;">And now, instead of watching the pouring rain and asking God why,</div><div style="text-align: center;">I learned to look forward to the sun that shines after the rain.</div><div style="text-align: center;">=)</div><div style="text-align: center;">Slowly I began to see the beauty of life.</div><div style="text-align: center;">(Sorry I'm still long-winded.)</div><div style="text-align: center;">=P</div><div style="text-align: center;">When I was 14, I was craaaaazy over guitars and I think that all guitarists are cool!</div><div style="text-align: center;">I wanted one so bad that I saved up my pocket-money just to get one.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I told my aunt about it and till today I remembered what she said CLEARLY!</div><div style="text-align: center;">"All you know how to do is to spend money! You cant even earn and you're already planning to waste your father's inheritance! Talk to me again when you can feed your dad!" She snapped.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Since then, I vowed that I will earn money and when I'm able to give my dad some extra pocket-money, I'll get what I want. At least it'll be worth it because I didn't give up on it.</div><div style="text-align: center;">THE DAY WAS FINALLY HERE!</div><div style="text-align: center;">We went to the shop few weeks back after work but it was closed.</div><div style="text-align: center;">So again and again we postponed until today when Ray, Zed and Ying abducted me from work during lunch.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I took a half-day leave because I had to last week and I was required to take again this week to make it balanced.</div><div style="text-align: center;">My heart hammered away on the way there.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I went into the shop and a black guitar caught my eye.</div><div style="text-align: center;">ahhh!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><3</div><div style="text-align: center;">made that lady tune it and TADAAAAAA!</div><div style="text-align: center;">My black beauty was named Nostalgia!</div><div style="text-align: center;">I named her long time ago actually.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Haha.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I was like, FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">=DDDDDD</div><div style="text-align: center;">I knew that aunt was gonna scold me(yes she did!) but this time she can't do anything anymore!</div><div style="text-align: center;">So after we got my guitar we went to Queensbay.</div><div style="text-align: center;">For what reason, I still dunno.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Haha.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Rachel and I vained ALL THE WAY there.</div><br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1FmsOGavN98uYYlNHinmthjKOhz6yVg52rduM4wprHzwkpp9__dQV_0fWzj3PGD9PVK1mVOHlOjJE3mEEImqEeWh2rDPtiRDQCGO_jkXe7mNB6k4SSdioOAKnPqhoAK8ATlQuB0Mu9jw/s1600/DSC03521.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1FmsOGavN98uYYlNHinmthjKOhz6yVg52rduM4wprHzwkpp9__dQV_0fWzj3PGD9PVK1mVOHlOjJE3mEEImqEeWh2rDPtiRDQCGO_jkXe7mNB6k4SSdioOAKnPqhoAK8ATlQuB0Mu9jw/s320/DSC03521.JPG" width="240" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">Ray couldn't stop vaining.</div><div style="text-align: center;">LOL</div><div style="text-align: center;">We got to Queens and did a lil shopping,</div><div style="text-align: center;">bought a lil bit of this and that.</div><div style="text-align: center;">That was all.</div><div style="text-align: center;">On the way back we vained in the car again.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Ray, Ying and I were busy taking pics of ourselves.</div><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">...SLEEPING!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjyTCNRofbjkGBaRYtAxXShcq7SVCV0wHLNztShNn_H7pj9QXN-Fdr1vOtQmaMcAbjdzAMsm9GiLanosBahf2mxdnp5rN-Apo3gvxj9a_sS1_ftFVojkv6_glkWph1lbHU2b6DNigZ_JIc/s1600/DSC03534.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjyTCNRofbjkGBaRYtAxXShcq7SVCV0wHLNztShNn_H7pj9QXN-Fdr1vOtQmaMcAbjdzAMsm9GiLanosBahf2mxdnp5rN-Apo3gvxj9a_sS1_ftFVojkv6_glkWph1lbHU2b6DNigZ_JIc/s320/DSC03534.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><br />
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So yeah! Today ended happily ever after!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Thanks Ray, Zed and Ying!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><3</div><div style="text-align: center;">To the others, I love you guys loads too!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Stay awesome!</div><div style="text-align: center;">=D</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</i></span></div>cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-29152434440387634372011-06-03T21:51:00.001+08:002011-06-03T22:02:16.354+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hello guys!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Is everyone still breathing?</div><div style="text-align: center;">=X</div><div style="text-align: center;">Did anyone miss me?</div><div style="text-align: center;">XD</div><div style="text-align: center;">I actually forgotten about blogging!</div><div style="text-align: center;">So yeahh here I am to update you guys about what I've been doing in the period of my disappearance.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><u>3rd of May 2011.</u></div><div style="text-align: center;">I was at work as usual when Pow Ling kept persuading me to follow her to KL for her interview to enter UM. </div><div style="text-align: center;">I told her that I would like to go with her a week before but since my dad and aunt said no I kept myself silent.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Pow Ling was disappointed and at last she came to my house during lunch break and assured my aunt that I'll be safe with her. Aunt had to let me. </div><div style="text-align: center;">=P</div><div style="text-align: center;">came back to pack and followed PL back to her house coz we were gonna go early in the morning.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><u>4th of May 2011.</u></div><div style="text-align: center;">A friend of Pow Ling's mother and his wife came to pick us up at about 10am.</div><div style="text-align: center;">forgotten what happened on the way because I was busy sleeping. .</div><div style="text-align: center;">=P</div><div style="text-align: center;">We did stop for lunch and all.</div><div style="text-align: center;">After that PL and I KO-ed again.</div><div style="text-align: center;">When I opened my eyes we were already somewhere in Damansara.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Got down from the car and met up with a friend of her mother's friend.</div><div style="text-align: center;">We then went to book two rooms at PJ Hilton.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Then went to check UM out.</div><div style="text-align: center;">HUGE place.</div><div style="text-align: center;">o.O</div><div style="text-align: center;">He brought us to his house while his family members were getting ready to go for dinner with us.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I no longer knew where we were.</div><div style="text-align: center;">After dinner they sent us back to the hotel.</div><div style="text-align: center;">The adults went for a drink while PL and I stayed in the room to play games.</div><div style="text-align: center;">couldn't connect to the hotel wifi.</div><div style="text-align: center;">PL and I went to a KK mart nearby. Had to wait for more than five minutes just to cross the road.</div><div style="text-align: center;">=.=</div><div style="text-align: center;">came back and asked the guy why we couldn't connect.</div><div style="text-align: center;">He said that there are additional charges unless we sit at the lobby.</div><div style="text-align: center;">WTH?</div><div style="text-align: center;">went back to the room and played the Sims 3. PL slept earlier than me.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I went to sleep too at about 12am.</div><div style="text-align: center;">In the midst of sleeping I heard the door bell rang and PL's mother asking us to open the door.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Half-asleep, I went to open the door and I forgotten what happened, again.</div><div style="text-align: center;">=X</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><u>5th-6th of May 2011</u></div><div style="text-align: center;">woke up early, packed and set off to UM.</div><div style="text-align: center;">got there, met a guy named Chun Kit who is also from Penang.</div><div style="text-align: center;">*so many chunkits in my life*</div><div style="text-align: center;">Then met Hui Theng. She is our colleague and she already decided to not go. </div><div style="text-align: center;">Hers was really last minute.</div><div style="text-align: center;">The office was left with only ONE TA which is the guy.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Orientation week lagi.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Hahaha.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Then we went for lunch at Old Town.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Took some pics while we were waiting for another lady.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjN9FPkKPMzd0dSqg2qnyzaSVrEPCUzFGTW5WMy1hMU2QO6voBYCT4gb-PkRWSdb0hOm7FC-m9QEDRdSY9mvP4lfsfDQOgzZZ5dpL6pQbA3Jl0rJpYg8qxJlv2uHU14bg5LWfGhlT9vTK0/s1600/225705_1821706659817_1154727290_31782082_235258_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="292" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjN9FPkKPMzd0dSqg2qnyzaSVrEPCUzFGTW5WMy1hMU2QO6voBYCT4gb-PkRWSdb0hOm7FC-m9QEDRdSY9mvP4lfsfDQOgzZZ5dpL6pQbA3Jl0rJpYg8qxJlv2uHU14bg5LWfGhlT9vTK0/s320/225705_1821706659817_1154727290_31782082_235258_n.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"> Taken and edited by PL</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">We went to Genting soon after. </div><div style="text-align: center;">Took pics on the way.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhkECDIp9eIOvZG7orzBSKzocBzKe6tQONBi3oQe4VcKZGjQb9jnbj2a8onbrjm2AOVBR_9VVmmH5mQSWDDRJJvna4qvxn_2IwghWMBWlZd5hUg43gas1SEZRKT0J0UsAZSJA8GRWbE1h8/s1600/227862_1821709259882_1154727290_31782094_5907026_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="245" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhkECDIp9eIOvZG7orzBSKzocBzKe6tQONBi3oQe4VcKZGjQb9jnbj2a8onbrjm2AOVBR_9VVmmH5mQSWDDRJJvna4qvxn_2IwghWMBWlZd5hUg43gas1SEZRKT0J0UsAZSJA8GRWbE1h8/s320/227862_1821709259882_1154727290_31782094_5907026_n.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">Got there and left the room soon as we changed into something comfortable.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Bought tickets to both outdoor and indoor theme park.</div><div style="text-align: center;">the first thing I remember about Genting outdoor theme park was a huge mushroom.</div><div style="text-align: center;">XD</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5hJPmnRcgDNJfA9uuZKy8awTDFED6K6gRQ8EbNCuVUlSF7PRibY1mkX8nNL9JKMHRZ9h3rp8FcjrlOlRT1BVo12YbvzKA6hcYBeU4VxyWwu4Ae0eI2uPVrpNdpsv6vy8FuJrBPJ_dIVc/s1600/222689_1821710299908_1154727290_31782099_6642577_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="245" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5hJPmnRcgDNJfA9uuZKy8awTDFED6K6gRQ8EbNCuVUlSF7PRibY1mkX8nNL9JKMHRZ9h3rp8FcjrlOlRT1BVo12YbvzKA6hcYBeU4VxyWwu4Ae0eI2uPVrpNdpsv6vy8FuJrBPJ_dIVc/s320/222689_1821710299908_1154727290_31782099_6642577_n.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Then we went for all sorta rides and all that.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I remember The Cyclone most because I almost flew off.</div><div style="text-align: center;">more pics below.<br />
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=X</div><div style="text-align: center;">I've never been on a cable car and imagine how terrified I was going down in it.</div><div style="text-align: center;">then went for lunch and to Cameron.</div><div style="text-align: center;">car-sick all the way up.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Slept all the way down.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Chubi texted me while we were having dinner.</div><div style="text-align: center;">=D</div><div style="text-align: center;">spent another night at Pow Ling's house.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Got home the next morning.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Days flew by.</div><div style="text-align: center;">My routine was only filled with work and meetings.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm probably too immune to them now.</div><div style="text-align: center;">On the 27th to the 29th of May we had our first conference in Penang.</div><div style="text-align: center;">IT WAS BREATHTAKING!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Learnt loads of things from there.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Thanks to all my fellow leaders and friends for helping me through.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Have fun guys!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Loves.</div>cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-63458763626214569722011-05-01T23:56:00.018+08:002011-05-08T20:33:58.849+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Selamat Labour Day fellow Malaysians!</div><div style="text-align: center;">My beloved cell group which is S2 had an outing at Paradise Beach today.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Grace rented a room in Paradise Hotel for her birthday.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I went to Ananda's with Charlotte and Edwina after church.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Then we walked to Euodia's house which is located just few doors away from Ananda.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Not all S2 members were there yet so Alvin asked us to go to Grace's place first.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Charlotte and I went up while Edwina was somewhere else.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I saw Arthur and Grace Chuah in Grace Leong's hotel room.</div><div style="text-align: center;">LOL</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dzJct6qCvGnEgThoETSlE3KsP-ycKZk8ZW9DsN0W7TZrg-jxCLXoEqM58W1FFDPnjeWXZOufHpL2cfTTUEeMA' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div><div style="text-align: center;">Was too lazy to take pics so I took a vid instead.</div><div style="text-align: center;">After that we went down to the beach to join our cell group outing.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjeYgOUyTmgpbXxsa6atYXqXFc8z5tg7Ey-juEOe9YT0UsWWPykdLiK3yR3trB8pq5OnmfrGdjE3adKsJpQQ-hQVRzZQvp7l2j94mKEXeQSLSlQSi9o8nvPqHLXhA76C44NLO8VMGWmt84/s1600/DSC02896.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjeYgOUyTmgpbXxsa6atYXqXFc8z5tg7Ey-juEOe9YT0UsWWPykdLiK3yR3trB8pq5OnmfrGdjE3adKsJpQQ-hQVRzZQvp7l2j94mKEXeQSLSlQSi9o8nvPqHLXhA76C44NLO8VMGWmt84/s320/DSC02896.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"> Paradise and Flamingo standing side by side.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEia_h6rl9cKZn1vYxYTb6Ch1BIWlWJM8Ib3jr7b9o3TsIwx0ur_5hKa3v4VshMJryq4_2MHSZQmbtiU8e2zPAA9Ni0RnUIGuGy2Hwr9jiP71xu65JpzGL4ktzsYjdLNfmQa1RD6Y43JXJY/s1600/DSC02890.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEia_h6rl9cKZn1vYxYTb6Ch1BIWlWJM8Ib3jr7b9o3TsIwx0ur_5hKa3v4VshMJryq4_2MHSZQmbtiU8e2zPAA9Ni0RnUIGuGy2Hwr9jiP71xu65JpzGL4ktzsYjdLNfmQa1RD6Y43JXJY/s320/DSC02890.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"> Charlotte!</div><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Soon all our other friends came and we walked to the food court nearby for dinner.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Then only we realized that Edwina was at Ananda alone.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">SO Charlotte and I walked to Ananda to walk her back to the food court.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Everyone was gonna leave and since we haven't had our dinner we went to Karaikudi.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Just the three of us.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgihqzeBBsRYI7HUQEEj7yxvudAhMxUG5-x6_QJb3bVeZQlA6nlqIaMwQeIGASHNwP77JfCyWdDNq0BBxsF2dajJixDhnWZPbjuq7BYKPOV5sNxWdm_SKzyG-Vuci91z-STXMnwvCQY8Ac/s1600/DSC02922.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgihqzeBBsRYI7HUQEEj7yxvudAhMxUG5-x6_QJb3bVeZQlA6nlqIaMwQeIGASHNwP77JfCyWdDNq0BBxsF2dajJixDhnWZPbjuq7BYKPOV5sNxWdm_SKzyG-Vuci91z-STXMnwvCQY8Ac/s320/DSC02922.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, Tahoma, Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">Then we strolled back to the hotel to find only Matthias, Raymond and Grace in the room.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, Tahoma, Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">We were waiting for Charlotte's mum to pick us up when another Indian guy came into the room.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, Tahoma, Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">Edwina and I kinda got annoyed by that disturbing sight.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, Tahoma, Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">Charlotte and I left soon after and so did Edwina.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, Tahoma, Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">I do not and am not interested to know what obscene things happened after that.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, Tahoma, Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">So I got home safe and sound.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, Tahoma, Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">Looking forward for tomorrow because will be jammin' with my mates!</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, Tahoma, Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">Nights guys!</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, Tahoma, Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">stay AWESOME!</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, Tahoma, Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">Loves.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, Tahoma, Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;"><br />
</span></span></div>cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-89017458937055993852011-04-24T20:38:00.035+08:002011-04-27T22:58:51.488+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Guess what?</div><div style="text-align: center;">I got crazy over</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgub7an1iSUh00Yk8YVHdnIDdwZhNm1AUel9tTH1TU7BxtMpI5bYZYHJWLQXV0mO_MI9LmGf8RozNu9inDIseqL6q6hjXArZTYTE8NwV34c56pj8w_Znw4avpSJ8WSKqoGcKCCITGoHQSg/s1600/images+%25282%2529.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgub7an1iSUh00Yk8YVHdnIDdwZhNm1AUel9tTH1TU7BxtMpI5bYZYHJWLQXV0mO_MI9LmGf8RozNu9inDIseqL6q6hjXArZTYTE8NwV34c56pj8w_Znw4avpSJ8WSKqoGcKCCITGoHQSg/s1600/images+%25282%2529.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">JUSTIN BIEBER!</div><div style="text-align: center;">XD</div><div style="text-align: center;">Never in my life had I thought that I'd spend RM17 to watch Justin Bieber in 3D!</div><div style="text-align: center;">And got interested.</div><div style="text-align: center;">LOL</div><div style="text-align: center;">Today was beautiful.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I woke up feeling AWESOME.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Followed Ah Kong and Angie to church.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Got to POD and saw Matthias and Vanessa.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Talked a lil until Tomo walked in.</div><div style="text-align: center;">played with his phone and stuff as usual.</div><div style="text-align: center;">service was AWESOME!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Had our</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjozjIgagujz4vsx1aZXND8I-hMUp6Dx_XiXW-z_MpThDv6PpTqOjGmFFRIZoY7N6G0mHs4weZ1VMZsBjGj5EqNJLWv22K58JgaFSK72vSABBK8e3VcVxjwww6L6jSN40eyjEINGAhiIPM/s1600/207197_10150170152176165_711066164_6747563_1720498_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjozjIgagujz4vsx1aZXND8I-hMUp6Dx_XiXW-z_MpThDv6PpTqOjGmFFRIZoY7N6G0mHs4weZ1VMZsBjGj5EqNJLWv22K58JgaFSK72vSABBK8e3VcVxjwww6L6jSN40eyjEINGAhiIPM/s320/207197_10150170152176165_711066164_6747563_1720498_n.jpg" width="225" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">SCANDALON</div><div style="text-align: center;">in conjunction with Easter.</div><div style="text-align: center;">it was AWESOME(X) Infinity!</div><div style="text-align: center;">for those of you who did not come, you guys gotta regret.</div><div style="text-align: center;">=P</div><div style="text-align: center;">Went lunch at SunCity as usual.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I was desperately looking for someone to hang out with because it feels like I haven't been out since forever!</div><div style="text-align: center;">I was busy breathing when Jessy said she wants to watch movie.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Tomo wanted to go too!</div><div style="text-align: center;">So we did.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I kept complaining at first coz I couldn't get over me paying RM17 for Justin Bieber's</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXDQNNWi6P9EjxWopXdyIrG77ubUwMe9W-rS1W1iteHbo_8tNG04jRMr00UoRfSKSumVQMB46S0vxcq1EtWaNXkyr5sgRJlGvqiLU62_syY6NrWmWzve0Hm5VtF6QFeMK5zXzstvXhicE/s1600/images+%25284%2529.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXDQNNWi6P9EjxWopXdyIrG77ubUwMe9W-rS1W1iteHbo_8tNG04jRMr00UoRfSKSumVQMB46S0vxcq1EtWaNXkyr5sgRJlGvqiLU62_syY6NrWmWzve0Hm5VtF6QFeMK5zXzstvXhicE/s1600/images+%25284%2529.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Jessy told me that she can attack people when she gets excited.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Ended up,</div><div style="text-align: center;">I attacked Tomo and broke my nail because I was more excited than Jessy!</div><div style="text-align: center;">LOL</div><div style="text-align: center;">JB is AWESOME!<br />
Even Tomo and Tada fell for him!<br />
=X</div><div style="text-align: center;">I am tired coz spent my energy screaming.<br />
XD</div><div style="text-align: center;">I see him differently now.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><3</div><div style="text-align: center;">So yeah, thats all for tonight!</div><div style="text-align: center;">I love you guys!</div><div style="text-align: center;">STAY AWESOME JB!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-1431368104037604142011-04-13T23:19:00.033+08:002011-04-27T20:34:51.289+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">hmmm...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I went for blood test this morning...</div><div style="text-align: center;">and again the uncle poked my hand before he could find my tiny vein.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I let him go because I was so looking forward to hang out with my beloved family of friends after that.</div><div style="text-align: center;">On the way back dad dropped me at the bus stop opposite the market.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Today's outing was all about photo-shooting.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Our first stop was Straits Quay.</div><div style="text-align: center;">went there and vained. </div><div style="text-align: center;">=X</div><div style="text-align: center;">We made it look like we were taking pictures for magazines or smth.</div><div style="text-align: center;">went for lunch at Secret Recipe.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi75HjwBWwPPgxTvn5ecz9W3pPSgkauBXD_PxNsAn1y4E1C2jqORlh2EwrNmAoSrvEdh32l79wapi1Lb0783hS2A5cbx9LKA3Th8pmOKtVVQ0Hte7MGm83Y8-dI7S3056_BXmS_RLcsmv0/s1600/DSCN5475.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi75HjwBWwPPgxTvn5ecz9W3pPSgkauBXD_PxNsAn1y4E1C2jqORlh2EwrNmAoSrvEdh32l79wapi1Lb0783hS2A5cbx9LKA3Th8pmOKtVVQ0Hte7MGm83Y8-dI7S3056_BXmS_RLcsmv0/s320/DSCN5475.JPG" width="240" /></a></div><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">got to gurney fifth floor rooftop and vained AGAIN~!</div><div style="text-align: center;"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>WARNING!<br />
AWESOME shots ahead!</b></span><br />
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I love them loads!<br />
They taught me the value of sincere friendship.<br />
<3<br />
Alrights.<br />
Thats about all for now.<br />
Take care peeps!<br />
Loves.<br />
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</div>cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-87981545022624786642011-03-31T23:25:00.000+08:002011-04-01T23:26:17.921+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">This was a day to be remembered.</div><div style="text-align: center;">A day that my heart has finally decided to move on.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Well, I actually didn't know.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Until earlier when I was at work and "someone" came.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I smiled. I was happy.</div><div style="text-align: center;">And then I realized that I smiled from my heart!</div><div style="text-align: center;">We did not talk much.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Before he left, he pronounced me a soft goodbye..</div><div style="text-align: center;">That was the most gentle yet painful goodbye that I've ever heard since the one I last heard from S2.</div><div style="text-align: center;">The rest of the day was okay.</div><div style="text-align: center;">We were working OT when the whole office and the whole corridor went dark.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Thank goodness it was only 7pm at that time and it was not that dark.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Jian, Tze Yang, Glenn and I went out to ask the uncle guard to help us switch the electricity back on.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Meanwhile, Jian wanted to shift his bike from one place to another so I followed him.</div><div style="text-align: center;">After parking we both went back to the office, for me to know that I've dropped my staff tag somewhere.</div><div style="text-align: center;">It has got my staff ID and the "Exhibitor" card that FooFoo gave to me!</div><div style="text-align: center;">I snatched the torchlight from the table and ran out of the office,half-crying all the way while frantically looking for the card.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I went all smiles when I found both my ID and the card.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I have not ran this hard for a long..long time..</div><div style="text-align: center;">But I was happy.</div><div style="text-align: center;">=)</div><div style="text-align: center;">I must be crazy to run after a card.</div><div style="text-align: center;">But it means alot.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Well, I am not sure whether I have really moved on because there's still this tinge of hope that S2..</div><div style="text-align: center;">*cannot continue*</div><div style="text-align: center;">besides, I am really afraid that history will repeat itself.</div><div style="text-align: center;">What is the use of starting something if its gonna end,right?</div><div style="text-align: center;">Everything seems so impossible right now..</div><div style="text-align: center;">And this is not even a feeling that I'm sure about.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I need assurance and security, but so far no one has been able to give me that..</div><div style="text-align: center;">What do I do now..?</div><div style="text-align: center;">=/</div><div style="text-align: center;">S2, tell me what to do..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>cookiemelsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06716721754949858304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7543447127875343091.post-8681143995720845802011-03-20T23:59:00.003+08:002011-12-26T14:52:28.321+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hey peeps!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Guess what?</div><div style="text-align: center;">The blogger just got older today!</div><div style="text-align: center;">=DDDD</div><div style="text-align: center;">I have left 18 behind and stepped into the world of nineteenth.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Another year older and getting more and more legal for crimes!</div><div style="text-align: center;">XD</div><div style="text-align: center;">Just joking lah! </div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm not that crime type of a person.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I started my day feeling sleepy because the night before I waited to see who would be the first to wish me and whether it would be the person who said he would.<br />
Texts after texts and minutes soon turned to hours, but still the text that I've been waiting for hasn't came.<br />
It was 4.58am in the morning when I last looked at my phone and finally, I decided to get some rest.<br />
I got up soon after that because I had to go to church.<br />
SuiLin fetched me today because she has finally agreed to go to church with me.<br />
PRAISE THE LORD!<br />
The moment I open the door to POD, everyone looked at me and burst into a birthday song!<br />
*touched*<br />
Richie said I'm gonna kena HUGE!<br />
We then proceeded into the sanctuary.<br />
Worship was fun but there was this bitter feeling deep inside of me.<br />
Mr. Balan went on stage to ray and since both Pastors are away he preached for this weekend.<br />
He said something about a youth who cried to God every night telling Him how much it hurts to not be able to let go.<br />
(he didn't say this exactly but its something like that lah)<br />
And at that moment he looked at me!<br />
I know I'm not the only one but I kinda do that.<br />
And I always cry during Altar Call thinking of the exact same thing.<br />
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I kinda wanted to stay back and celebrate my birthday together with Euodia and also my family of friends who is and was always there but I had to go with SuiLin because I know that she wants to spoend my birthday with me.<br />
Went to <i>I Love Yoo</i> at Gurney for lunch.<br />
Loves it loads.<br />
SuiLin was gonna bring me to Han Chiang College to watch her bf in a racing competitionbut we<br />
couldn't find the place and at last went to Queensbay as planned.<br />
Not knowing where to go or what to do,<br />
we walked around aimlessly.<br />
Saw David and Caleb!<br />
Didn't dare to kacau David because he's always looking so serious.<br />
So I kacau-ed Caleb instead.<br />
Just talked for merely two minutes then I decided to not disturb him working anymore.<br />
I can't remember the order of things that we did.<br />
Arthur called me when we were at the what house of pancakes.<br />
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He asked me whether I wanna go to redbox.<br />
Redbox is in Gurney and QueensBay is just too far away.<br />
Had dinner at a Japanese restaurant called Japin.<br />
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SuiLin sent me home after that.<br />
I hurriedly come online after I had my shower to see whether S2's online.<br />
He was not.<br />
I sighed in disappointment.<br />
I was thinking, as long as this day is not over, I have a hope.<br />
So I went to play Sims in full screen.<br />
I just quit my game because I am very tired already.<br />
Looking at my contact's list in msn for one final time before I go offline, I saw that S2's online!<br />
My glimmer of hope.<br />
He wished me, and then he went offline.<br />
I thanked him,and here I am finishing my post that I've been typing since forever.<br />
It makes all the wait worthwhile.<br />
=)<br />
Have fun kay!<br />
Loves you guys loads!<br />
<3<br />
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #9fc5e8;">Awesome peeps at a memorable timing on my birthday!(officially from 12am-before this day ends)</span></i><br />
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #9fc5e8;">First text message: TanChin at 12.00am.</span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #9fc5e8;">First phone call: Patrick at 12.04am.</span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #9fc5e8;">First Facebook post: Shidi at 12.00am.</span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #9fc5e8;">First Facebook message: Grace at 1.13pm.</span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #9fc5e8;">First MSN wish: Jian Jie at 8.58pm</span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #9fc5e8;">Last birthday call: VJ at 6smth.</span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #9fc5e8;">Last Facebook post: Jefferson at 11.56pm</span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #9fc5e8;">Last text: S2 at 11.42pm</span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #9fc5e8;">Last MSN wish: S2 at 11.56pm.</span></i><br />
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