hi ppl...nth much for me to say...school?sucks coz now there seems to have something boiling up in my classmates and juniors and I might be involved. Hated for being with friends hmm?health?might need to move to KL coz bro found me a doctor there. =( sad lah.... Dont wanna leave my friends here...if I go over, it means, new school, new friends, new environment and all?sighh.... I dunno what la really....this blog is gonna be dead soon coz as some of you know, I'm blogging more at the other side. so...take care people...

Hello....sorry coz I have been busy and not in the mood lately....started schooling again on the 8th and I gotta catch up with homework...I'm getting used to my classmates and their behaviours and I try my best to either blend in or completely stay out.... doesn't really matter...as for my health, I went to the doctor yesterday and through my blood test results we know that my kidneys are becoming worse...when I got back, Roger told me about the CLHS news and I was flabbergasted. Life is short ain't it? We will never know when will be our last "tomorrow". Bro called and yelled at me last night. Its a good thing because finally I burst in tears. Didnt know why I didn't cry in the afternoon but I feel so much better after crying last night. I went to check out WaiJin's blog earlier and found out tht his ex girl passed away on the 11th of January. sad isn't it?what about me?when will be my last goodbye?Doctor said for now I don't need dialysis,yet. Can I not do it if I have to? Maybe if I die, many people's lives will be better?One less trouble and burden to look after. My ending will be the best for people who wants me outta their lives. Sometimes you never know when you hurt me,probably you've forgotten that I could feel. I will not blame y'all lah. Everyone has got bad days. For those who has forgotten me, I'm sorry for once existed in your lives. Maybe someday, sometime, you will look back and find me there.......somewhere........