hello ppl! hows eveyone and everything??I hope everyone's good and everything's fine.....first things first......I didnt have my eye operation on the 24th of september......I just had laser....it seems tht laser didnt help much and my right eye keeps bleeding so I went to University Malaya Specialist Centre (UMSC) to have the operation on the 13th of October..and bla bla bla...and when I got back to Penang the doctor told me that I wont be able to take SPM examination this year!!!!! sobz! so he gave a letter to the school which says tht Im unable to take exams. I was told to go back for another year of form5 in CPT...sighh.....everyone's moving on without me!! I've been really sad since my friends are all gonna leave the school.....although I have MC's but I still go to school these few weeks to spend time with my fellow classmates.....sigh..I started missing them already!to think that I have to spend another year in school without them!But we had a fun graduation day anyways.....

As for my health....I dont knw how should I put it.....smth is bound to happen if I still couldnt be bothered about my life...not like Im a lil more concerned anyway......what is life about??I know that mine is hopeless...meaningless...what else??I dont know......
And here..... I wrote another poem yesterday and credits to Matt and Tinee for Ideas tht they've contributed...title "sponsored" by Gaya....



Dark Reality

As blood runs black,
surroundings turn dark,
The beast howls on,
a long,lonely bark.
Skies turn grey,
We all die white
what silents during the day
rises and rule the nights,
by the beam of the moon
and blessings of the candlelight.
Dreams and fantasies turn to dust,
as men got carried away by love,lies and lust.
Time sweeps us by the feet,
as many struggles to make ends meet.
People and feelings turn numb and cold,
when you're broken,it grabs your soul.
It feel like no one would come to your aid,
when you look into the mirror
your reflection seems to fade
as darkness takes over all.

Usually I dont write these type of poems...but whatever lah...I follow my heart as I write...I dont think I have anythin else to say...Im gonna get lost now....but before I go....did anyone miss me??
=( take care