At the beginning of the year I thought that this won't be that bad if I make lemonade out of lemons that God gave me...but now I seem to be taking every step leading to hell...those thinking that I'm happy whenever I smile or laugh,think again...you ain't close enough...I'm just like a book with a colorful cover but all that is in me are black and white pages....

I am living days~

of life:

where all that you do was never enough...

where you tell yourself that things are gonna get better but it never did...
where you find that you're alone when you cry...

where you sit and wonder  whether you'll ever recover from this pain...

1.       where no tear could describe your sorrow...

where dying seems to be the only way to end your miseries…

"if only its this easy..."

of love:

~where you wished that every girl who stood beside him was you...

~where  you wished that the broad smile on his face was when he's with you..

~where you think that someone who looked alike can replace him,but it'll never be the same...

~where you keep waiting when you know he's never gonna call...

~where you wish that every text you received were from him...

~where every sad love song brings him into your thoughts...

~where you keep praying for him to be happy and safe...

~where you do everything to make yourself feel better by thinking that he's happy without you...

~where thinking of him 24hours a day never seem to be enough...

~where you wished that he'll be there for you whenever you cry...

~where he seems to be the only person who can make your day or break your day...

~where you offer your heart to someone that you think its worth your pain...

the conclusion is....

                       you know who you are...

those not involved,have a good night! =D