When you need some one to care but no one was there...

yes...this is how I feel most of the time...

heaps of people will tell us that they'll be there...

but how many of them actually were?

almost zero, I think...

I've been through...few years back...

where I ask a friend why he wasn't there...

he said because I didn't look for him....

he has never thought that when I look for him,

he was not interested to offer me some comfort...

since then I never believed in whoever who says they'll be there...

unless,that person meant alot to me...

most comfort comes at the wrong timing,

where I just wanna keep quiet...

and cry silently...

but I do appreciate that..

most of you might think that I'm a cheerful girl...

how many of you actually seen inside my heart?

and when I need someone,

everyone vanished without a trace...

look around you when you need a shoulder to cry on...

how many were there for you?

 maybe I wasn't there for someone at some time...

but I won't say it if I don't mean it...

so just feel free to get me on the phone or anything...

if I ever said I'll be there...

if I didn't then forget it...

I wanna be a person that someone can count on...

Although my shoulder is a lil too low..

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Take care!