Yesterday,my sis Melody called me on Skype and we talked for more than an hour...she was very down...it hurts me seeing her this sad...she teared so badly...but I failed to show her any emotions...usually I will cry when I see her cry...but I was cold yesterday...she introduced a few sad songs to me...they didn't put a single tear in my eye...anymore...I went offline after that...while in bed,my eyes rained...and I figured it out...I cannot cry when sis was crying because I need to be strong when she was weak...only then she can lean on me...

I stared at the ceiling and remembered what she had said earlier...

Empty promises made and broken in a relationship of four and a half years...and I thought of S2...what's more when we've never even started?

People might think why do we believe in that person when we already know that its a lie?That is not stupid..its just that at times,we allow ourselves to be lied to in a certain situation by that particular person...We'd rather trust our beloved than to doubt them...we keep our eyes blinded and our ears blocked from the truth...

We might not have a beautiful beginning,but at least,give us a good ending...give us a complete answer and don't leave us hanging...tell us,if there really is a reason behind all this...we need to know and we will understand...we might say that we've moved on...but the truth is,we never did...the memories live in us...

If we say we're okay...that might not be the truth...if you think that we are happy,think again...not everyone is strong like you,nor as cruel as you are...if we say that what you've done didn't earn our slightest damn, we lied...

We are human beings with feelings and emotions...just like you...

okay I'm sorry I got carried away again...below are the lyrics to two nice songs that I know...I hope you like them... =)

Never Alone by Jim Brickman

May the angels protect you

Trouble neglect you

And heaven accept you when its time to go home

May you always have plenty

The glass never empty

Know in your belly

You're never alone

May your tears come from laughing

You find friends worth having

As every year passes

They mean more than gold

May you win and stay humble

Smile more than grumble

And know when you stumble

You're never alone

Chorus: Never alone 

Never alone

I'll be in every beat of your heart

When you face the unknown

Wherever you fly

This isn't goodbye

My love will follow you stay with you

Baby you're never alone

I have to be honest

As much as I wanted

I’m not gonna promise that cold winds won't blow

So when hard times have found you

And your fears surround you

Wrap my love around you

You're never alone

Chorus

My love will follow you stay with you

Baby you're never alone

So when hard times have found you

And your fears surround you

Wrap my love around you

You're never alone

(This is perasan-ly dedicated to S2 =P)

The next song is Someday When I Stop Loving You

by Carrie Underwood

Someday When I Stop Loving You

One foot on the bus about half past nine
I knew that you were leaving this time
I thought about laying down in its path
Thinking that you might get off for that
I remember that night we laid in bed
Naming all our kids that we hadn't had yet
One for your grandma and one for mine
Said we'd draw straws when it came time

[Chorus:]
I'll move on baby just like you
When the desert floods and the grass turns blue
When a sailing ship don't need a moon
It'll break my heart but I'll get through
Someday when I stop loving you

I bet all I had on a thing called love
I guess in the end it wasn't enough
And it's hard to watch you leave right now
I'm gonna have to learn to let you go somehow
Somehow

[Chorus]

Oh someday someday when I stop

[Chorus]

Someday when I stop loving you 

This is exactly how I feel! LOL

Sorry la my blog can be depressing sometimes.

Wish me luck for my visa!

Loves =)