Pain of Profession

 I'd like to tekan on workplace bullying/abuse today. 

Let me first make it clear that this does not only happen to me at the current workplace, but also at the previous place, only with a higher severity. 

I know, my face very suay, ya?

LOL.

Now, what's that?

According to Workplace Bullying Institute (WBI),

the definition of Workplace Bullying is an abusive conduct that is a mistreatment of one(or more) person(s) by one(or more) perpetrator(s).

I'll elaborate on the few that I constantly experience,

now or back then.

Humiliation

Yep. Often done by superiors who likes to look at the speck of sawdust in other people's eyes and can't see the Goddamn plank in their own eyes. Those who produces huge dramas from your ONE, tiny mistake,making sure the universe knows about it.

Please make sure that you're perfect before you go all Bollywood on people, k?

Intimidation

This. despicable. Superiors like to use this method on soft people like me, knowing so much that I can exceed expectations and rise above, yet tells me never-ending negative stuff about myself so that my self-worth decreases to zero, and eventually fades.

Seriously, bringing me down does not make you anyhow higher,k?

Verbal Abuse

Oh this. I've been called stupid so many times I can't even count anymore. This isn't school,it's an office. But ahh, people these days can't give a shit as long as they pay you or have the boss wrapped around their fingers, right? I mean, why care about the well-being of your people if you can only care about yourself?

In case you're not bright enough, that was sarcasm.

Personal Attacks

Can't stand this. These makes you wonder if they're retarded or just plain crazy.

These people basically comment about your life,your sickness,your family, your father's profession (and how he'll get karma for catching fishes), the color of your shoes,the length of your hair,the size of your eyes, and probably the number of your pit-hair,just for the pleasure of implanting something negative into your life. 

If there's karma for catching fishes, what about karma for doing evil deeds and being such a hypocrite?

Alright.

That's all for today.

 Lost some inspiration when I stopped halfway to watch a video, or there'll be no ending to this.

 =P

There'll definitely be a Part 2 probably next week because it's the

SAME DAMN SHIT, JUST DIFFERENT DAY.

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Dear all,

Hello.

I hope things are good for all of you.

These days people don't really blog anymore, do they?

Well unless of course, that they're some famous blogger.

I can't remember when was the last time I had so much enthusiasm in blogging.

Neither can I remember when did I lose all passion and motivation in writing.

I remember thinking how hard life was back then.

Little did I know that the older you grow, the harder it gets.

I've reached a point where nothing interests me anymore.

Those days, those carefree days.

Where are they now?

Those dreams,those HUGE dreams to make a difference in this world.

Where have they gone?

I guess I resorted to blogging once again because there really isn't anyone whom I can talk to anymore.

By that, I meant those who won't judge me and have so many opinions about my problems.

Sometimes all I need is a listening ear, not a judgmental "friend" who tells me how horrible of a person I am.

There are so many things in my mind now that I can't get into place.

Zero inspiration, I guess?

I'm sorry I cannot reach your expectations.

This post should've been better.

*I'm sorry but this world is just not my place,

I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in,

I've come to realize this world's full of sin,

There's nothing for me here I'm just a waste of space,

I can't go on with this awful race,

it's a disgrace, I was misplaced,

born in the wrong time and in the wrong place.*