Tuesday, September 22, 2009

"Where Got Ghost?" and "Tsunami at Haeundae"

I went out with Ngee May earlier on...our main objective is to watch "Where got Ghost?"but we ended up watching the tsunami movie also aft the first movie coz the first movie ended at 6pm and we still have time...




"Where got Ghost" is a funny-and-scary movie...it makes us laughed like hell at certain parts but when its scary,its scaaaaryyy.....lol...I spend my time watching it with my eyes closed...and theres one scary part where Ngee May and I screamed! then we realized that only both of us were screaming at tht time...this movie ended with a touching scene...something like a part of the other Spore movie "Money No Enough"...but this time the mother came back to save her beloved sons....


as for the tsunami movie,it started off boring and funny at some parts.....but when the earthquake hits them and tsunami washes them away...there were many touching scenes which leaves May and I crying like shit nonsense.....its a nice movie...makes me realize how much I loved everyone around me....the part where the hero and heroine hang on tight to survive for each other is just so ugh!you knw?and the part where another hero gave up his life to save his beloved and also another person who can be considered as his rival in love......those scenes made me cry worst....how they hang on and how they sacrifice makes me think of this..what if another tsunami were to hit Penang and the whole Penang Island drowns with hundreds of thousands of people???(tht many?idk lah)I'll never die with the person whom I loved....


I gotta keep this short....hardly see whatever tht I'm typing....anyways I got a haircut before I went to prangin today and my long hair is only left with shoulder-length....hmmm....I gotta go....
I MISS YOU all =/

Sunday, September 6, 2009

hello....good morning ppl...still sleeping heh?im supposed to be...but I woke up at 3.54am this morning after havin another dream...I heard dad's alarm ring but I ignored it anyway....I looked at my phone and theres a few unread messages so I ma reply la...lema baru realize no credit liao...cannot reply..so I try to get back to sleep but I cant...aft a while I heard my front door being opened so I went outta the room and I saw dad...he cant go to work today....so I washed my face and all....and online lor...so sien nia...no one to chat with...going off to read history soon...probably I will fall asleep soon after that eyyhh??hmmm......keep thinking alotta nonsense nowadays...Idk la what I wanna do.... =(



with me~sum41

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go



its a nice song...do listen to it..

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

I went to get my new specs last friday..and it turns out that I have burst blood vessels in my eyes....so I went to the hospital but at tht time no eye doctor liao...so the normal doc asked me to go back to the hospital on tues which is today aft my exams....I went with Gaya and her mum and the doctor said "I think its nothing serious"(or smth lidat coz I forgotten)and he asks me to go back in a month...I was kinda pissed coz I can hardly see what I'm writing in the exam hall and God knows what will happen in a month....for now I havent need the laser surgery coz he didnt actually check them thoroughly...yet...I hope I dont need it lahh...my eye kinda hurt now.... as Melody says,I come online to find comfort,but sometimes its just not that comforting...you know what I mean???its like.....seeing a person whom u want to talk to soooooo much....whom u miss...and stuff like that..but all u can do is to sit and stare and cry....and chilled down after a while...and then begin bursting into tears again......im not gonna put any smileys here,coz Im not happy and I wont pretend that I am...anymore.....for many many nights I cry myself to sleep....and this is where nightmares comes in handy...sweet dreams hurts more than nightmares...coz when I'm happy I will wake up to find it just a dream...at least if I have nightmares I'll be glad when its over....but sweet dreams haunts me forever....how many times do I have to wake up and yell "its just a FUCKING dream!!!!!"????I'm not sure.....