This was a day to be remembered.

A day that my heart has finally decided to move on.

Well, I actually didn't know.

Until earlier when I was at work and "someone" came.

I smiled. I was happy.

And then I realized that I smiled from my heart!

We did not talk much.

Before he left, he pronounced me a soft goodbye..

That was the most gentle yet painful goodbye that I've ever heard since the one I last heard from S2.

The rest of the day was okay.

We were working OT when the whole office and the whole corridor went dark.

Thank goodness it was only 7pm at that time and it was not that dark.

Jian, Tze Yang, Glenn and I went out to ask the uncle guard to help us switch the electricity back on.

Meanwhile, Jian wanted to shift his bike from one place to another so I followed him.

After parking we both went back to the office, for me to know that I've dropped my staff tag somewhere.

It has got my staff ID and the "Exhibitor" card that FooFoo gave to me!

I snatched the torchlight from the table and ran out of the office,half-crying all the way while frantically looking for the card.

I went all smiles when I found both my ID and the card.

I have not ran this hard for a long..long time..

But I was happy.

=)

I must be crazy to run after a card.

But it means alot.

Well, I am not sure whether I have really moved on because there's still this tinge of hope that S2..

*cannot continue*

besides, I am really afraid that history will repeat itself.

What is the use of starting something if its gonna end,right?

Everything seems so impossible right now..

And this is not even a feeling that I'm sure about.

I need assurance and security, but so far no one has been able to give me that..

What do I do now..?

=/

S2, tell me what to do..

*The pen is in my hand, its now up to me whether to start another story or to put a full stop before it begins..*

Hey peeps!

Guess what?

The blogger just got older today!

=DDDD

I have left 18 behind and stepped into the world of nineteenth.

Another year older and getting more and more legal for crimes!

XD

Just joking lah! 

I'm not that crime type of a person.

I started my day feeling sleepy because the night before I waited to see who would be the first to wish me and whether it would be the person who said he would.
Texts after texts and minutes soon turned to hours, but still the text that I've been waiting for hasn't came.
It was 4.58am in the morning when I last looked at my phone and finally, I decided to get some rest.
I got up soon after that because I had to go to church.
SuiLin fetched me today because she has finally agreed to go to church with me.
PRAISE THE LORD!
The moment I open the door to POD, everyone looked at me and burst into a birthday song!
*touched*
Richie said I'm gonna kena HUGE!
We then proceeded into the sanctuary.
Worship was fun but there was this bitter feeling deep inside of me.
Mr. Balan went on stage to ray and since both Pastors are away he preached for this weekend.
He said something about a youth who cried to God every night telling Him how much it hurts to not be able to let go.
(he didn't say this exactly but its something like that lah)
And at that moment he looked at me!
I know I'm not the only one but I kinda do that.
And I always cry during Altar Call thinking of the exact same thing.
=/
I kinda wanted to stay back and celebrate my birthday together with Euodia and also my family of friends who is and was always there but I had to go with SuiLin because I know that she wants to spoend my birthday with me.
Went to I Love Yoo at Gurney for lunch.
Loves it loads.
SuiLin was gonna bring me to Han Chiang College to watch her bf in a racing competitionbut we
couldn't find the place and at last went to Queensbay as planned.
Not knowing where to go or what to do,
we walked around aimlessly.
Saw David and Caleb!
Didn't dare to kacau David because he's always looking so serious.
So I kacau-ed Caleb instead.
Just talked for merely two minutes then I decided to not disturb him working anymore.
I can't remember the order of things that we did.
Arthur called me when we were at the what house of pancakes.

 I'm putting on weight coz I get good food everyday at work.
=P

Lin Lin.

He asked me whether I wanna go to redbox.
Redbox is in Gurney and QueensBay is just too far away.
Had dinner at a Japanese restaurant called Japin.

SuiLin sent me home after that.
I hurriedly come online after I had my shower to see whether S2's online.
He was not.
I sighed in disappointment.
I was thinking, as long as this day is not over, I have a hope.
So I went to play Sims in full screen.
I just quit my game because I am very tired already.
Looking at my contact's list in msn for one final time before I go offline, I saw that S2's online!
My glimmer of hope.
He wished me, and then he went offline.
I thanked him,and here I am finishing my post that I've been typing since forever.
It makes all the wait worthwhile.
=)
Have fun kay!
Loves you guys loads!
<3

Awesome peeps at a memorable timing on my birthday!(officially from 12am-before this day ends)


First text message: TanChin at 12.00am.
First phone call: Patrick at 12.04am.
First Facebook post: Shidi at 12.00am.
First Facebook message: Grace at 1.13pm.
First MSN wish: Jian Jie at 8.58pm
Last birthday call: VJ at 6smth.
Last Facebook post: Jefferson at 11.56pm
Last text: S2 at 11.42pm
Last MSN wish: S2 at 11.56pm.

I'm gonna like,summarize the posts for these few days.

Last Friday was my colleague's so called last day working.

He's leaving TARC for some personal reasons.

His reason for leaving was my reason to continue working.

It was raining when we were gonna leave the office and I was reluctant to say goodbye.

He's been funny and I'm really gonna miss him..

Loads.

His cousin told me that he's gonna come back again this week to help us out.

Still, things will no longer be the same.

=/

On Saturday I went out again with SuiLin.

We went to the nearest familiar shopping centre which is Gurney Plaza.

Couldn't go far because I had to be in church by 4pm and she has to get home by then too.

We did some window-shopping as usual.

Lin Lin

XD

Pics taken at Food & Tea.

We were gonna go off when we went into a shop.

I was busy looking for bunnies for Rei but I couldn't find one.

I was at the edge of giving up when outta sudden something caught my eyes.

A bunny phone accessory!

=DDD

Got excited and got it instantly.

Rei's gonna like it because I love it!

XD

I sent her an mms and she loves me.

LOOOOOOOL!

cute aint it?

<3

Then I went to church.

I forgotten that we were gonna have the what Hollywood Day or smth and we gotta dress up.

So Euodia emo make up-ed me and a girl lend me her scarf to go with my clothes.

Here's a video.

 A lil noisy and a lil too blur.

Lol.

Had service after that.

TiNee's friend said that I'm adorable!

=D

*kembang*

After service one new guy who came to our church came and talked to me.

He said that I'm adorable too!

hahhahaa

I kinda noticed him earlier and I think he looks like another version of VJ.

Dinner at the usual food court.

Had fun talking!

XD

TanChin and Alvin were so funny making themselves look gay.

TC and Vinny.

I brought Arthur to church on Sunday.

He went back after service.

After church all of us S2 members went to Euodia's house for our BBQ party.

S3 members came too!

I was not well so I stayed in Euodia's air-conditioned room.

felt much better after that so I went downstairs to join them.

Love them loads!

I was not in the mood to eat alot so I stayed up in Euodia's room with Isaiah,Zenita,Grace and another girl.

Since I had nothing to do I strummed Euodia's guitar and a while later TC came and took the guitar.

=((((

I wanted a guitar since few years back.

SuiLin texted me and we decided to go for dinner together.

After that, I went down to sing Alfred a few love songs for his birthday with the guitar while waiting for Lin to fetch me.

*it was crappy and pointless strumming*

We all had funn!

<3

I love them loads.

On Monday,

a new TA came into my office.

She's kinda cute after all.

Lol

From Monday onwards my life at the office sucks because Foo has left and in came Kevin.

I was his friend before I hated him.

=.=

Nothing happened on Tuesday.

I just thought I could get hypertension and die with that shrimp working with me.

On Wednesday I kept sticking to Jian because I couldn't take Kevin's nonsense anymore.

I couldn't wait for today.

And finally,

today came.

Foo came back to help us out because Jian has to go for his licence.

And today was his official last day at work.

=(

I missed him already!

Although at that point of time I was looking at him.

I told him that after this we will eventually forget each other.

He said that he wont forget me for some reason.

Neither will I.
I kinda wished that it was all true.

I said many things that I wanted to say but in a joking way.

At least I expressed myself.

I wish him the best in everything after this.

=)

And I went for lunch with SuiLin.

<3

I felt heavy before I leave the college today.

And I didn't say goodbye too.

Was afraid that I would cry..

So yea,that's all.

Have fun guys!

Though the world aint gonna end in 2012.

Loves.

Hello guys!

How's life?

=D

Can someone please come to City Harvest Church Penang with me this weekend?

We will be having our guest speaker from CHC KL on both days.

On Saturday we are going to have a light fellowship at 4pm followed by service and on Sunday we (fellow S2 members and friends) will have a party at Euodia's house which is located opposite Paradise and Flamingo so we are not having cell group after service.

DO COME!

We are gonna have so much fun!

That's what we do every weekend!

Lol

I got really pissed this morning.

I got off from work today because I had to get the fish bone that got stuck in my throat since few days back.

Dad brought me to the general clinic early in the morning.

The doctors couldn't get the bone out so they wrote me a letter and asked me to go to the hospital instead.

Dad took me to Tejani Clinic nearby to see whether the doctor could do anything.

He too,advised me to go to the hospital.

We got there about 10am and a nurse asked us to go back again at 2pm.

I erupted.

That thing in my throat was super irritating and it hurts.

Finally I got to see the doctor at 4pm.

He's a funny Singh doctor.

Cute too!

as in his behavior not his looks.

Lol

So he got a pair of forceps and tried to reach the bone with it.

He couldn't because it was kinda deep.

I forced my mouth to open super wide but still he couldn't reach it.

He even pulled my tongue!

He got a bigger pair and after a few attempts he finally succeeded to get the bone outta my throat.

Forceps

By the time I got home it was already 5pm.

I was blur in the lift.

I got into it and waited.

Then I freaked out and was gonna call someone for help because the lift didn't move.

Then I realized that I didn't press the number.

WTH.

Aunt scolded me because of the clothes that I washed.

Whole stretch black colour.

Hahaha.

Although it was a painful experience,

I enjoyed going to GH because there were so many cute nerdy doctors!!!!!

LOL!

That was all.

Remember to come to church with me this weekend!

Loves.

*I'm feeling sad in a happy way..*