I can't believe that I'm home for the whole day!

I'm supposed to be at Bon Odori with Rupster or Chubi!

=(((((((

Yesterday was beautiful...

I mean, nothing much happened but it was a gift from God.

Its funny how thankful I can be for something so little.

<3

Chubiiii is so cute!!!!!

Anyways,after I was done cleaning the house this morning, I watched 

Fly me to Polaris

again for the 24th time this year!
And still cry.

My sissy Melody and I used to burst out crying like cows when we watched it together.

This movie is very very touching!

If you guys have never watched this I suggest you do it when you need to cry.
Lol.

Here's a review by  Shelly Kraicer, March 2, 2000.

First, a bit of plot. Fly Me to Polaris is a fantasy youth romance, in which blind and mute Onion (Richie Ren) and young romantic nurse Autumn (Cecilia Cheung Pak-chi) fall in love without quite knowing it. Onion is quickly killed off in an accident. In a way-station on the path to heaven, an angel (Eric Kot) allows Ren five more days on Earth, with a catch: Ren will be able to see and speak, but he will be unrecognizable to everyone around him, and he is forbidden from revealing who he is. Returning to witness his own funeral, Ren finds Autumn in her grief, and tries to console her while recreating the love that they had never managed to express. Magically romantic things transpire with the aid of saxophones and meteor showers.

Here are some of the scenes from the movie.

Googled the pictures.

The final night before he returns to Polaris.

It is such a heartbreaking romance.. 

=/

Moving on, I spent some time with my lil Nostalgia and cut my finger while playing with her.

I didn't know how it happened.
It got cut at the wrong position of the wrong finger.

Ray told me that a friend used to run to her boyfriend whenever she cuts her fingers while playing the guitar.

I got no "baby" to run to.

its okay, because according to bro soon yip, 一个人也可以好好的..

when I scribbled that on a paper Chubi tembak-ed me with 不过两个人会更好..

=.=

so mempersaddeningkan.

LOL

Cute people like Chubi never fails to put a smile on my face.

=)

After that I turned the TV on and watched "孩子"(Hai Zi)..

So touching!

How blind I was to have never seen the beauty of life.

I'm loving every single second that I live and every breath that I breathe.

Though every meeting has a parting, people come and go..

What mattered was the time spent and the memories we had.

Imma end this post with lyrics of an (quite) old song that describes how I've been feeling all this while.

洋葱

(Onion)

如果你眼神能够为我 片刻的降临
If only, your vision would look upon me
如果你能听到 心碎的声音
If only, you could hear the sounds of a heart break
沉默的守护着你 沉默的等奇迹
Silently watching over you, silently waiting for a miracle
沉默的让自己 像是空气
Silently letting myself, be like air
大家都吃着聊着笑着 今晚多开心
Everyone’s eating, talking, laughing, tonite is such a joy
最角落里的我 笑得多合群
The cornermost me, is laughing together with the rest
盘底的洋葱像我 永远是调味品
The onions at the bottom of the plate are just like me, forever the flavouring
偷偷的看着你 偷偷的隐藏着自己
Secretly watching you, secretly hiding myself

如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心
If you are willing to peel open my heart, layer by layer by layer
你会发现 你会讶异
You will discover, you will be shocked
你是我 最压抑 最深处的秘密
You are my most suppressed, deepest secret
如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心
If you are willing to peel open my heart, layer by layer by layer
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
Your nose will run, you will tear
只要你能 听到我 看到我的全心全意
If only you can hear me, see my wholeheartedness

　
听你说你和你的他们 暧昧的空气
Hearing you talk about you and your many others and the blossoming love
我和我的绝望 装得很风趣
Me and my hopelessness act very amused
我就像一颗洋葱 永远是配角戏
I’m just like an onion, forever just the supporting actor
多希望能与你 有一秒 专属的剧情
How i wish to have with you, a second of our own story

Got the lyrics from LyricsMode.

Have fun guys!

Loves.