Hello peeps!

How is everyone doing?

I disappeared for four days already!

Did anyone miss me?

Lol

Well I've been in another relative's house in Serdang.

Couldn't speak English over there because they're all chinese educated.

So I've been speaking Mandarin and Cantonese(rojak) when I was there.

I suck.

Below was a video taken on the second day I was there.

Please ignore my (according to my niece) *zou yin* language.

That lil boy is being taken care of by my aunt.

Three-year old Guo Hao

*peace*

On Saturday we went to my cousin sister's house in Setapak because they were having a party for both her daughters who has birthdays in December.

Three- year old Xin Ying,my baby niece

=)

Those "lou yan kar" were playing mahjong while my 15-year old niece Karmen and I were busy helping out in the kitchen and also babysitting.

Cute!

Once Guo Hao held Xin Ying's face and kissed her!

Went back to Serdang at about 11pm.

The car broke down the moment we reached the front gate.

Thank God it didn't happen on the highway,

I would've freaked out.

On Sunday my bro came with the car and we all went to Ampang for a haircut.

After my bro and I got our hair done we went to the KTM station with Karmen.

Bro was gonna meet his chick in Mid Valley while Karmen and I was gonna go to Times Square.

The hairstylist is a friend of my aunt and she straightened my hair temporarily.

*it just died*

this was how I looked like on Sunday.

=)

So we went shopping and all.

Supposed to come back to Subang on Sunday but aunt decided to stay till today.

So we went to the Jusco nearby and hung around separately.

Both aunts and Guo Hao.

Karmen and I.

While having dinner at the food court I happen to see a guy who looked very "familiar"..

He was wearing popular shirt so my niece and I went to popular after food.

We were looking around and we found that person.

SO ALIKE!

Even from the side.

He looked at us and Karmen burst into laughter.

I tahan till he looked away and I burst out laughing too.

Eww!

NO WAY!

So NOT alike!

=P

Went home after that.

We reached Subang at 2pm today.

Went to Maxis Academic Plaza with cousin to get her iPhone.

Came back.

I needed to blog so here I am.

Gonna hang out  with Gaya again tomorrow!

Destination: Summit,The Curve,and 1Utama.

I have learned to see the good in the bad.

*I will not give up as long as there is a glimmer of hope*

=D

Have fun guys!

Loves.

Damn..

Its midnight already!

Wanted to blog earlier but was too busy doing something else.

Now the post became tomorrow's post( which is today)

Had a miserable morning because aunt couldn't stop blabbing.

It feels like forever to wait for my bro to send me to KL central.

They like to waste time.

I got to KL central and God knows what happened because I didn't know where I was.

Was on the phone with Gaya and I attacked her when I saw her.

*I mean bear-hug*

We headed to Times Square.

Got there and went to buy tickets for Tron.

Gaya has been wanting to go to the GSC i-maxx or smth.

It was cool.

The hall is freaking huge and it has got two projectors.

There are 555 seats in the hall.

The guy who sat behind me behaves like a worm.

Kept kicking my seat. 

After movie we went to Low Yat Plaza.

Nothing interesting plus those things are what I can see but cannot touch.

Lol

From Low Yat we moved on to Sungai Wang Plaza.

Nothing much too because they're closing already.

Saw one red statue-man and a golden one at the other end.

I suggested something to Gaya but she was not sporting enough.

Lmao

-evil laugh-

Planned another outing next week.

Hopefully it will be a memorable one.

*smiling through the pain*

=D

You guys take care kay?

Sleep well.

Loves.

Fourth day in KL.

Still surviving.

Notice that my aunt likes boys in our family more than girls.

My bro has been having fever since we got here and aunt takes care of him like he's a lil treasure.

She even served him food in his room.

The last time I had fever all she did was to yell at me and kept saying how careless I was in taking care of myself.

=.=

Have to accept the fact.

The only faithful friend that I have over here is Kyu,my cousin's dog.

She has two dogs and two cats.

I'm not a fan of cats and I don't play with Lion(the older dog)

because he seems to be depressed all the time.

Will be in more detail the next time I blogged about them.

So I went to USJ with Esther this afternoon.

I was telling her how terrified I am towards insects.eg: grasshoppers.

After that we got home and walked the dogs.

 My cousin saw water in those foams and poured them out to prevent the breeding of mosquitoes.

Almost opposite of SMK SS17

Good Citizen Award Year 2010 goes to Esther Tang.

Lmao

Nilai: Menyayangi dan menghargai alam sekitar.

Lol!

She got bitten by mosquitoes.

In front of First Baptist Church

No more pictures after that because while Kyu was peeing my cousin was like, "Mel,grasshopper"

I turn my head,looked at it,and ran to the other side of the road.

DISGUSTING!

She laughed at the funny sight.

My brain becomes retarded when I see bugs.

Our outing venue changed for this Thursday.

I was disappointed, but maybe its just not fated.

Told you Gaya's reluctant.

Going Times Square or something instead.

Lol

Let it rest in God's hands.

=)

Below are some other random pictures.

Esther and Kyu.

This picture was taken at 2.04am on 13th December 2010.

This was taken when we were watching " One Liter of Tears"

Yeah, I managed to  influence my cousin to watch that drama.

We said that we won't cry and challenged each other.

I lost yesterday(aka this morning) and burst out crying at the part where Haruto ran to the zoo for Aya in the rain.

Too bad this only happens in movies and dramas.

The song Konayuki played a huge role in making me cry.

Haruto+Konayuki = Banjir di Subang Jaya.

Hahaha.

We only watch dramas together from about 12am-4am everyday because my cousin comes back at 11+ from work.

It gets funny when  she gets drunk.

Start talking nonsense and stuff.

I'm gonna go soon.

Wanna see who cries tonight.

=X

You guys take care okay?

Loves.

*如果有缘分,迟早会遇到*

It feels like exams just finished yesterday.
Time is priceless.
Here I am in KL for two days already.
I came with a hope that life would be a lil better.
The change has not started.
I hope that things will get better.
I somehow know that it will.
The sun shines after the rain.
=D
Its really funny.
Bro gave me a KL map earlier.
He was afraid that I might get lost when I go somewhere.
I'm not really allowed to go out without any family members.
Well except the outing on the 16th.
Been planning since I was in Penang.
Was really excited about it.
But usually plan changes at the last minute.
I am a lil worried because Gaya seemed reluctant to go where I want to.
And May keep encouraging me although she knows that I only hold on to a silent hope.
Sometimes I just keep things silent because I know that there is nothing that I could do about it.
But I will put a smiling face on.
There are many other people who are more miserable than I am.
Talking about this,
I kinda admire Alviss Kong.
What he had done might be wrong in your eyes
and he shouldn't have given up,
But maybe we do not know his pain.
I used to wanna do what he did,
but I have to think of the consequences of my actions.
Since he has already gone,
let us all just stop thinking that he is stupid.
Take this as a lesson to us.
I didn't know him personally,
I just know that he is a friend of my cousin's worker.
We know that sufferings will not end even if we die,
but for now,
I just hope that he will be forgiven for not wanting to live.
I offer him my prayers.
http://joshuaongys.com/2010/12/19-yrs-old-malaysian-alviss-kong-jumped-off-building-committing-suicide-after-leaving-facebook-message/
This is the link to some of Alviss' personal blog post.

May you rest in peace

As for me,
I have really learned to not give up.
Though at times, some things will come knocking in my mind.
You guys gotta pray that I don't die outta boredom over here.
=D
I'm gonna go.
Take care aites.
Loves.
*My love is like a one-way street*

Hello!

 Finally, I could kiss today goodbye!

=D

I've been going through exams without a single heartbeat for any paper.

But this morning, my heart hammered for Literature!

It was a dark,rainy morning.

I felt very very alone because I didn't see any students around the school when I reached.

So I went up to the classroom and saw Shin Wen there.

Thank goodness she took Chinese Literature.

Just found out about that a few days back.

The head invigilator looked at us and smiled when we were about to enter the hall.

It felt so "final".

I didn't take accounts so seriously.

I wrote alot.

There is nothing more satisfying than filling up the answer sheets with answers that you can be confident with.

But I am still very scared actually.

Lol

Accounts passed just like that,

and everything was over.

After accounts paper two I saw Charmaine's text.

What a turn off.

So I went to the bus stand alone.

I met Ray!

She was gonna go to Ferringhi to get her hair done.

So I went along.

Had a lil fun but I had to go off soon because the day before I got chased by dogs while walking home.

Plus aunt's gonna fire me because I have been going to Ferringhi these few days.

Exams never felt this good until they're over!

Haha

Gonna hang out with Adrienne and my nephew tomorrow.

Watching Haunted Changi.

*They said not nice but I'm too stubborn*

=P

There's nothing much that I could say except

"I feel GOOD!"

=DDD

Below are some of the pictures that we took in school after exams.

 Alia,Me,Shu Yong & Adrienne.

 Me and Adrienne

 School building Block A

 Lol

=D

At Ferringhi:

 Ray

 looking hot being a "girl".

=P

Zed taking pictures.

I'm so gonna miss them when I get to KL.

Not like friends over there will be free enough to "date" me.

Lol!

Alrights.

That's all for now.

Toodles!

Loves.

Hello peeps!

Hello Zed,hello Charmaine,hello Rups!

=D

Zed and I didn't have exam today so we went to school just to give them support for chemistry.

There were many people in the bus and I didn't manage to sit with Zed because she came from Batu Ferringhi 

and the bus was packed!

We communicated through sms-es and Zed asked me to go up than to stand where I stood.

The moment I stand by Zed's seat one of the bus' tyre punctured!

We started laughing because it sounded like I caused it.

Lol!

Got to school and hung around for a bit.

After they went for exam Zed and I sat in the 5Jaya classroom and vained with her laptop's webcam.

Until I was too hungry to even move, I dragged both of us down to the canteen.

That canteen guy left!

Zed played with her laptop and I ko-ed on the table.

When I opened my eyes I saw Chia Ying staring at me.

Ray and Charmaine has gone back.

Movie plan cancelled.

Zed and Ying walked me to Gurney and I met up with Grace.

I thought it was only us.

But I saw Arthur, Desmond,Sandra and another malay guy(crap I forgotten his name again).

Grace said that we are going to RedBox and so we did.

I was pissed because we ended up in a karaoke room with six guys(five malays and one chinese)

and there were only three of us girls.

Didn't sing much because I was uncomfortable.

I was horrified when Arthur left at 6smth.

Grace was busy shaking her ass and dancing until Sandra turned to me and say that her sis looks like a "chicken".

I thought so too.

After that went Clinic Cafe to eat.

Grace wanted to go on purpose because she knows that her ex is working there.

So she brought her new bf and us there.

We saw YH!

Used to call him monkey because he always teases me when I used to go to Max Gourmet every week.

But I don't hold grudges towards him because he once sang me a song saying I'm cute.

Hahahah!

He should've known that it will make me perasan.

=X

Here I am after dinner.

 Home sweet home.

So tired!

I'm afraid to fall asleep because last night I dreamed of a huge grasshopper in the bus and I have been awake since I had that dream which was at 3am.

Insects creeps!

Lol
Gambatte Rups!

Sleep well guys!

Loves.

Life is beautiful!

=D

Vj must be thinking that I'm crazy because just few minutes ago I was freaking emo.

XD

I was emo because maybe there's too many things that I don't or didn't know.

*duo de shi wo bu zhi dao de shi*

So random...

Lol!

Science paper was okay.

The night before exam (actually morning already) Charmaine called me a total of 16times from 3am till about 5am.Zed called twice.

Charmaine was like so desperate to wake me up.

In one of her messages she was like, "darling,dear,qing ai de,please wake up..."

Actually I told her that I was not gonna wake up already but she didn't see the text.

XD

Ngee May came to my house on Friday.

Was fun!

Talked loads!

She said she feels that I am no longer sad.

Thats encouraging.

=)

*Note to Charmaine:please read LJ.arigato ne~*

She stayed till 10pm+ and I sent her down because her dad asked someone random to fetch her from my place.

After waiting for a few minutes two cars came to the guard house.

One was a Waja drove by an uncle. the other one was a cab.

May went into the cab without thinking.

She didn't know who's fetching her.

I watched them because there seems to be a problem.

Then she ran outta the cab into the Waja.

She went into the wrong car!

I laughed and came back up after the car drove away.

This morning Vj asked me what paper do I have tomorrow.

I said tissue paper.

Said toilet paper last week.

But he only got the joke today.

Lol!

Its good to have funny friends around.

=)
And FINALLY I watched Love In Disguise on Saturday after waiting for so long.
I will not let that person go for causing me to not be able to watch it at the cinema.
Lol

Talking about what happened earlier,

it was really funny!

I was emo-ing like no one's business and suddenly dad opened my room door.

He stared at me and asked why was I crying.

I said I was watching sad movies.

He looked at my screen.

Then he said " I never knew that russell peters is saddening"

in Hokkien.

I laughed instantly.

Didn't expect that from my dad.

I have six days left before I go to Selangor.

So gonna miss the school family and all.

And CHC's Christmas Event!

=(

Don't know whether the Subang's CHC will be the same.

CHC Penang will be quiet without me.

Joking. XD

To others KL= shopping,friends,fun.

But to me,its almost like a prison because all I do there is to sit in front of the laptop.

Now that my bro is working I don't think he can bring me around.

I hope this year would be different because my good friends are in colleges over there and I'm so gonna drag them out to whichever shopping mall that I could land my feet on.

=D

I got a job offer last week.

And the best thing is,

I can bring about 20friends with me!

=D

Goodluck to those having exams!

*All that I'm after is a life full of laughter*

Have fun guys!

Loves.