Hello guys!

We had The Undead today!

It is a storytime sermon in commemoration with Halloween.

Not really lah but its something like that.

It was awesome!

I actually felt that I was in hell except that the temperature was low and not high because of the air-conditioning.

Pastor's laughter was so scary.

I grabbed both Gina and Alfred(unfortunately they were beside me)

It was creepy at the part where Takkun and Alvin carried the coffin in..

Pastor talked about how Lucifer became Satan and all that.

After service we went for dinner at the food court again as usual.

Seriously I still don't have any idea of what to wear for the Halloween party tomorrow.

Lets just go to today's gift.

The Gift of Keeping Smiles Up and Stress Levels Down.

*dedicated to Rupster! =P *

Life is really simple,but we insist

on making it complicated.

-Confucius

You don't have to be the one responsible for

making everything work. Believe me. The big 

things are already taken care of; the sun will rise 

in the morning,the stars will come out at night,

and-if you work it right- a child,a love,or a

close,dear friend,will share a special smile with

you-and make everything wrong....right again.

-Douglas Richards

Enjoy yourself very much,and pack as much

health and fresh thought within you as possible.

-George Eliot

The are only two things in the world 

to worry over; The things you can control,

and the things you can't control.

Fix the first,forget the second.

-Anonymous

Well I shouldn't say more coz I don't wanna sound scary.

Lol.

Have a good rest.

Loves. 

Well guys, I'm usually a long-winded person so please don't fall asleep before you finish reading kay?

As planned, Mandy came to fetch me at 11am today.

The first place we went was to the hairstylist.

Wanted to get a haircut,

but ended up with a temporary straightening.

* I don't quite get what she was thinking*

The product of that auntie's work.

Didn't really care much la..

After that went to Prangin.

The first thing we were thinking about was FOOD!

I was famished.

Got to Tako King.

Mandy attacked her food ferociously.

I did too.

=P

Went heels-hunt after food.

Saw CUTE baby shoes!!

I'm so gonna get them for my kids!

*LOL*

Mandy sent me to church.

Vained all the way.

When I got to POD,no one was there and it was dark.

Then ah kong came to on the aircond.

I didn't turn the lights on.

Its romantic.

=X

Angus came in after a while.

Talked abit.

Soon POD was filled with people and Pastor came in and played Uno with us.

I stopped playing after the first round because I wanted to go sing karaoke next door.

Today's program was to sing!

Lol!

I had fun!

Pastor and the rest of them are funny people!

They sang and all in a funny way!

The room we used for movies,karaoke and playstations.

<3

I laughed alot,my jaws are tired.

=)

Really had a great day today!

Once we were all singing LeeHom's song "Kiss Goodbye"

and at the scene where he kisses the girl I became envious

=X

and TanChin asked me why I gave that reaction.

Ishkk!

Geram!

Well so I got home safely.

And here's today's gift.

The Gift of Being Patient with the Problems of Life.

As a knot appears unexpectedly in a thread,

so disappointment blocks the smoothness of life.

If a few deft strokes can untangle the skein,

life continues evenly.But if it cannot be corrected,then it must quietly 

woven into the design. Thus, the finished piece can still be

beautiful-even though not as perfect as planned.

-Anonymous

Be patient 

with everyone,

but above all

with yourself.

-St. Francis de Sales

Among my laughters,there'll always be tears.

ughh shit!

I'm NOT emotional!

I have more friends when I smile.

XD

*Above all the problems of life,

I miss you*

Sleep well people!

Loves.

Okay I had my passport done this morning.

The pic on the passport is so ugly!

Then in order to make passport have to make new IC.

Also looked like crap.

Too tired to talk about it.

Here's today's gift.

The Gift of Lasting Happiness.

Happiness is the feeling you're feeling 

when you want to keep feeling it.

-Anonymous

The happy have whole days,

and those they choose.

The unhappy have but hours,

and those they lose.

-Colley Cibber

The world has enough sorrow of its own.

For us to add to it would be such a shame.

Sometimes it is difficult, but nothing is sweeter 

than balancing out the bad that is beyond your

control with the goodness-and greatness-

that is within reach.Let us always try our best.

May we find our own special ways of making

happiness a permanent part of our lives, rather

than an occasional guest.

-Douglas Richards.

You deserve a life of happiness.

-Susan Polis Schutz.

Well just in case you think I'm nuts,that post below was yesterday's.

That's all.

Goodnight.

Loves.

I didn't go to school today.

I was supposed to make my passport this morning,

but it was raining and I didn't wanna get drenched.

So stayed at home and did some housework.

Decided to go to POD in the afternoon.

No one could fetch me so I was supposed to take a bus.

But dad sent me at the last minute.

I was kinda pissed when I got there because no one was in

and I got locked outside.

I texted that girl and Raymond replied telling me that they were at TanChin's mother's wake.

=.=

So no one told me..

Well thank goodness Simon saw me through the CCTV and asked Pastor Felina 

to open the door.

I went into the room next to the cafe ( I don't know what its called)

and saw JA there setting up everything for our movie premiere.

Talked abit.

Saw the white board with numbers of cell group members.
<3

Out of boredom I drew that apple..
and yes,
I LOVE S2!
I just found out that S2's my cell group name
last week.
Lol
I was an S2 in choir too.
=X
Well don't worry I rubbed it off after taking this pic.
=D
We watched something but I don't know what was the title.
After movie everyone played other games like PS2 and all that.
Time passed very fast.
Soon it was time to come home.
Ah kong sent Geraldine followed by Tada and Tomo,
then me because we live at the same condo.
I told him about the almost-failed plan after SPM
and he said he actually doesn't agree because I only wanna run away from my problems.
I don't know whether I am.
And then he said,it doesn't matter where I go,
I'll still face the same thing because the problem is within me.
The source of sadness is something that only I myself know.
=/
I thought so too.
But I am already trying hard kay?
Lets move on to today's gift.

The Gift of Getting Things Done.


If we are ever in doubt what to do,
it is a good rule to ask ourselves
what we shall wish on the morrow
that we had done.
-Avebury


Begin; to have begun is half the work.
Let the half still remain;again begin this
and thou wilt have done all.
-Ausonius


Ideas are funny things.
They don't work
unless you do.
-Anonymous


An acre of performance 
is worth a whole world of promise.
-Howell

RuPhing said something that day.
It makes me wonder.
But I do not wanna take chances because I do not know the story behind it.
Please let me hold on a while more.

* Yes I am moving on,but no, I have not forgotten about you.*

Is this good or bad news to you?

I had my English literature exam in school today.

Actually still not feeling that well but I do not want to postpone my exam again.

Started off in the library but I think I screwed section A because I chose the wrong question and I do not have time to re-do again.

Form three girls in the library were too noisy so I went to continue the exam at the canteen instead.

Before the exam I kept reading the poems over and over again but I forgotten them when I was doing it.

=.=

It was already recess when I finished section C and I started to panic because I haven't touched Section D.

Then Chiew Row, Xiang Mei and Shi Wei came to sit on the table and the teacher opened the 

staff room door to tell me that it was time to pass it up.

I screwed the whole Section D with shaking hands.

I only wrote eight lines for a 12-mark question.

Sigh.

Its so stressful to not be able to live up to their expectations.

Furthermore,I'm the only one who's gonna take literature this year.

So I wouldn't know whether I have improved or not.

Wanted to go to Church after school but since many people not going I have decided to go tomorrow instead.

After dinner aunt told me that I better not go "there" after SPM.

=(

I tahan my tears until she went out then I burst.

=$

So I seek support from my cousin in KL.

She gave in to my plea.

But I wonder,will I be happy even when I get to go,

with aunt blabbing in my ears?

I will have to answer that when I get back.

And since I didn't post yesterday's gift,I'll do it today.

The Gift of An Angel By Your Side.

May you always have an angel by your side.

Watching out for you in all the things you do.

Reminding you to keep believing in brighter days.

Finding ways for your dreams and wishes to come true.

Giving you hope that is as certain as the sun.

Giving you the strength of serenity as your guide.

May you always have love and comfort and courage.

May you always have an angel by your side.

Someone there to catch you if you fall.

Encouraging your dreams.

Inspiring your happiness.

Holding your hand and helping you through it all.

In all of our days,our lives are always changing.

Tears come along as well as smiles.

Along the road you travel,may the miles be a thousand times more lovely than lonely.

May they give you gifts that never,ever end:someone wonderful to love and a dear friend in whom you can confide.

May you have rainbows after every storm.

May you have hopes to keep you safe and warm.

*And may you always have an angel by your side*

-Emilia Larson

The Gift of Courage.

Courage is the greatest of all virtues,

because if you haven't courage,

you may not have an opportunity 

to use any of the others.

-Samuel Johnson

It is only when

you don't run from yourself

that you begin to get somewhere.

-Anonymous

We have a choice;to spend a lot of time

fighting for what we know is right,

or to just accept what we know is wrong.

We must stand up for our rights

and for the rights of others,

even if most people say we can't win.

-Susan Polis Schutz

If you trust the winner within you,

you will win,

-Collin McCarty

There's another thing that I wanna post today.

That is one of the poems we study for literature.

Sonnet 43 by Elizabeth Barrett Browning.

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. 
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height 
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight 
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace. 
I love thee to the level of everyday's 
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light. 
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; 
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. 
I love thee with the passion put to use 
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith. 
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose 
With my lost saints!---I love thee with the breath, 
Smiles, tears, of all my life!---and, if God choose, 
I shall but love thee better after death.

*Can someone scream me a sonnet?Or at least,play me Canon in D! =X*

Shouldn't watch too many romantic movies eh?

The brain got conquered by sweet things that will never happen.

I gotta end here coz in 15minutes or so this is gonna be tomorrow's post.

Goodnight and sleep well.

Loves.

*Distance makes the heart grew fonder*

I was not well this morning so I didn't go to school and my literature exam got postponed till tomorrow.

I did some revision on poems and short stories.

Then I went to watch Koizora.

=X

I was having my afternoon nap when I sat up outta sudden.

Then I look at my phone and there was a text from Willy informing us about the news.

My tears rolled down and I texted both TanChin and Janet to offer some support.

I truly understand how it feels.

I feel like my heart no longer beat for literature.

Or some people and matters.

=/
Rups has grown up too.
She said if a guy does not try to reach you,
he's obviously not interested.
True aint it?
=/

That's all I've got to say.

*Sorry theres not gonna be a gift today*

Things has really changed from the first when I went there and now.

*让我悄悄地来,悄悄地离开

I'm not worth as much,but I will not cry*

Have a good night's rest.

Went to church again as usual today.
Fetched by Alvin.
Grace followed us since she fake-mc from work.
So many people were at POD when we got there.
Went back down to the sanctuary very soon because
when we got to church it was already 10smth.
Had service.
At the end of the service there was Altar Call again.
I stood beside Bryan and Grace was behind him.
Suddenly Grace went to the front and he came in front of me.
I was afraid that he would fall on me.
Thank goodness Pastor Felina prayed for me first so I fell before him
and I don't know what happened to him.
I was few seconds on the floor and then I got up.
I laughed when I look at Grace.
She was half unconscious and Ken's girlfriend was holding her.
The difference between their sizes was like heaven and earth.
She couldn't hold Grace and Pastor Felina has to grab Grace incase she fell on the floor
without being held and there would be an earthquake.
Haha!
Went to Suncity for lunch again as usual.
William asked us whether we wanted to watch movie after lunch so we said okay.
Went back to church to celebrate Sam's birthday in advance.
After that William,Celine,Shereen,Mathias,Takkun, Grace and I went to watch "The Perfect Wedding"
starring Raymond Lam!!!!
<3
Actually wanted to watch A Child's Eye (smth like that) but Celine has to leave early so
plan changed.
I don't have much comment about the movie we watched.
Celine and Shereen went off with Joshua after movie and Mathias went home by bus.
The four of us went to Pulau Tikus market to have dinner.
Takkun is a 14-year old boy and he gave us advice on love!
o.O
Grace kena tembak!
Haha.
Then I got a call from the aunt in America.
*this part was declared confidential*
I am very disappointed.
To think that just a few minutes ago I was laughing so much with my friends.
hmm...

The Gift of a Long, Happy Life.


It is magnificent to grow older-
if one keeps young while doing it.
-Harry Emerson Fosdick


I still find each day too short for all the 
thought I want to think,all the walks I want to take,
all the books I want to read,
and all the friends I want to see.
-John Burroughs


The more sand has escaped from the hourglass
of our lives,the clearer we should see through it.
-Jean Paul


Let every year make you a better person.
-Benjamin Franklin.

Goodnight peeps.
Loves.

Distance Does Matter

I finished watching the last episode of the drama this morning.

Maybe I didn't show it,

but I've been thinking alot throughout the day.

One day I will look back while the memories fade away...

and I will wonder,how different would things be if I had never made this decision?

IF?

There will never be so many 'IF's for us to wonder.

I keep thinking,

no matter where I am, Penang will still be my home.

and love, will always be where you are.

I thought distance does not matter as long as the heart is close,

but your definition is certainly different from mine.

And now,

I feel very,very far away...

maybe its just me...

I keep believing that there's a reason behind all these...

is there?

LOL sorry!

something triggered my emo time-bomb and I became like that.

So here's today's gift.

The Gift of Keeping Up the Good Work.

Your gift to life is a thoroughly consistent and beautiful one...

You simply present yourself to those around you as one full of kindness and full of sunshine,

bringing cheer and 

glad smiles

of welcome upon the faces of all who know you.

You walk quietly and warmly through life,

honored and beloved by all who know you,

and wherever you have been,

you leave people happier and better for your 

having been with them.

-Edward Chipman Guild.

I know that I have something else to talk about,

but I think it is better left unspoken.

*Will I have another chance just to hear it again?*

hmm...I don't have anything more to say.

Don't wanna be like a long-winded auntie anyway.

Sleep well people!

Loves.

Today was fun!

The day I laughed the most since a long long time ago..

Willy fetched me at 3smth.

He used the winding road to go to church after fetching Takkun.

Got car-sick.

Got to church but only few people were there because costume-making starts at 4.30pm.

So I went to Suria downstairs where Grace is working now and we watched a Malay horror movie together on the LCD flat-screen TV.

XD

Hung around with Grace until 4.30 and we went up.

Everyone were playing games and no one actually make their Halloween costumes.

Lol

I played Uno with them and when Grace's break time ends I went next door to watch them play ping-pong.

Alvin and Willy were hilarious!

They did some funny actions and all while playing.

I laughed almost non-stop.

hehe.

Then went prayer meeting in the sanctuary at 8pm.

Had fun singing!

Haha.

Had fun falling after pastor prayed for me too!

Then I started to cry non-stop.

I told God that I wanna belong with him because there's no where else that I could.

=X

It comes from the heart.

I was touched by the Holy Spirit.

That was what Chu Hai said.

I followed Ken's car to McD for supper ( I didn't eat la!=.=)

And Ken made us laughed so hard!

He's a funny guy.

He calls his girlfriend a human-sized meatball!

Mean ass!

=X

Really had loads of fun.

Its a day of nothing but laughters.

=D

The Gift of Knowing How To Go with The Flow

Here is some gentle wisdom that will get you through just about anything.

Appreciate, with all your heart, the best of life; do everything within your power to pass 

the tests of life;and learn how to live with the rest of life.

-Douglas Richards.

The deepest rivers flow with the least noise.

-Curt.

Cooperation is doing with a smile 

what you have to do anyway.

-Anonymous.

Things turn our best for people 

who make the best 

of the way things turn out.

-Anonymous


*Would you do that for me?*

Well guys, that's all for today.

I just came back from prayer meeting and now I'm gonna just watch One Litre of Tears

for a bit.

Goodnight people!
Loves.

Been watching 1リットルの涙( One Litre Of Tears)for the past few days...

My emotions goes up and down..

=/

Came to think of it,how are your attitudes towards a person with a certain sickness?

Will you see them differently?

Will you take them as a burden?

Will you be ashamed of them?

If "yes" were your answers for those questions,

you need to change!

No matter what sickness they have and how sick they are,

they too, have the right to live!

They might greet you with a smile,

but how many of you actually know that they're dying inside?

Their guardians might have sacrificed alot..

but the patient them self don't sacrifice less...

They need to be spiritually strong.

And moral support from people around them is very important!

Please do not take them as a burden...

Keep in mind that they don't have a choice. 

Don't be ashamed of them.

Put yourself in their shoes.

What if you were sick and the people that you loved think of you as a burden

and they're ashamed of you?

That would hurt so bad.

***********************************

Many times I tried to tell them something...

but no one would listen...

So I ended up with everything kept within me.

Stop being self-centered.

You'll make me sick of you.

Don't expect me to understand you if you cannot understand me.

On the way home from school dad asked me whether I dare to go there alone.

With confidence I said yes.

Although I will not be going forever,

a part of me feels sad.

But the other part of me is looking forward to be set free

from this shelter,this discouraging place. 

It seems that my aunt is the only person who doesn't understand that being sick was not my choice..

*maybe I should not watch too many sad dramas*

Okay here's the gift for today.

The Gift of Believing in Your Abilities.

If we can put a man on the moon,

you can see your way through

to where you want to be.

There is a way.

There is always a way.

-Alin Austin

Have the daring to accept yourself as a

bundle of possibilities, and undertake

the game of making the most of your best.

-Harry Emerson Fosdick

No one knows what he can do until he tries.

-Publilius Syrus

If we did all the things we are capable of doing,

we would literally astound ourselves.

-Thomas A. Edison

You know, I started wishing that a good guy like Haruto in One Litre Of Tears would exist in this world.

Its not about his appearance,its about his sincerity.

Maybe I cried a few hundred litres of tears seeing him being so good to Aya all the time she was sick until she passed away.

Well,I guess that's about all for now...

Remember,you gotta have the courage to change...

Thank you for reading..

=)

I didn't go to school because planned to go Sunrise with Charmaine again today.

This morning I texted her and left my phone to charge while I do some housework.

Went back to my phone after a while and saw Charmaine's text.

She said that she couldn't make it.

My head went on fire.

I told aunt and she said I was just using it as an excuse to not be in school.

She's so lame.

=.=

She scolded me like crap.

Then she went out and I came online to watch one litre of tears.

Finally at episode 4- 5,I cried...

I thought I was heartless because I didn't really cry at the first four episodes.

=/

After that texted Charmaine again because if I don't get out of the house aunt is gonna make my life hell.

*******************************

Then at last went to Sunrise with our lil notebooks.

Wanted to online after a few minutes but the switch cannot be used.

=.=

Two Malay women were sitting nearby and they took both switches.

Charmaine and I went over after they left.

Got frozen by the direct air-conditioner.

Since when do I feel cold so easily?

A lil bit more of this and that.

Then decided to come home.

Was crossing the road when I almost got knocked by a bike.

He didn't see me because Charmaine was at the front.

Almost died three times in two days.

***********************

Got home.

I keep thinking of something.

But what?

hmmm...

I think now I have to get prepared to make my Visa in KL before November comes.

Or I'll not have the time.

I'm seriously very excited.

But what could've caused that indescribably heavy feeling?

Well, I don't have anything much to say today.

Do come back tomorrow,maybe I'll have something nice to talk about.

I said MAYBE.

Lol

The Gift of Living in a Way That Is Rewarding To You.

One of the secrets of happiness is to take

time to accomplish what you have to do, then to make time to achieve what you want to do.

Remember that life is short.Its golden moments 

need hopes and memories and dreams. When it

seems like those things are lost in the shuffle,you owe

it to yourself to find them again.

The days are too precious to let them slip away. If you're working too hard,

make sure its because it's a sacrifice for a time when you're going to pay 

yourself back with something more important than money could ever be.

If you're losing the battle,do what it takes to win the war over who is in control of your destiny.

Find time,make time,take time...to love, to smile, to do something rewarding and deeply personal 

and completely worthwhile. Time is your fortune, and you can spend it to bring more

joy to yourself and to others your whole life through. Time is your

treasure. And instead of working so hard for it, do what it takes to make it work...

for you..

-J.M. Colter

* The hardest thing is loving you without knowing how far apart we are...*

I'm gonna continue watching that drama.

Goodnight people!

Loves.

=)

Hey guys!

How is everyone?

Sorry couldn't blog these few days coz I am math-obsessed.

I LOVE MATH!

(just because I know how to do that few questions.Lol)

Okay lets start from what happened on Sunday.

Nothing much actually.

Except that when I came back from church in the bus,

that bus uncle didn't stop for me even after I pressed the bell before Maybank.

=.=

He only stopped for me quarter-way up to Feringghi which is at Mar Vista and I gotta walk all the way.

Was so frustrated from what happened that morning and I got too emotional when Grace called me when I was walking.

conclusion: got home safely.

Cheered up because I had the courage to chat with S2 on RuPhing's encouragement

 (she didn't dare to chat with her *ahem*)

hahaha!

***************************************************

Monday:

didn't go to school.

Went to the hospital.

Got blood test results.

Everything in me seems to have became better.

=D

Doctor was supportive over my "plan" after my exams.

She wrote me a letter in case those people at the airport stop me from bringing in my medicine.

She said the reason they were there is because they wanna help us to live the life that we wanted.

*awww! =')*

And things just fall back into places out of sudden?

But I am glad that I have the chance to have a future just like everyone else,whether I'm sick or not,

this will not stop me from being who I want to be.

I shall be strong and so should you!

Don't give up!

*****************************************************

Today:

went to school.

met up with Charmaine after school and went to Sunrise to study.

read sejarah but stopped because it is so lifeless.

>.<

then Charmaine brought her add math book out and so I decided to do math too!

She "coughed out four litres of blood" teaching me factorisation!

*Thats what she said!*
And she wants to copy and paste this from my blog
=P

Chit a lil here and chat a lil there.

Then there was this guy who came to our table.

It was Alfred!

Said hi and continued to chit-chat with Charmaine.

(talking is our profession =P)

Charmaine doing "research" in factorisation...

=D

While I randomly took a pic of the other side of Gurney Drive.

The effort on my face trying to solve that question.

Then there's this guy from the dunno what dumb and deaf school or something who came to our table

to sell keychains and accessories.

I feel bad but seeing Charmaine's not-much-reaction face I was gonna tell him that we are not interested 

when Charmaine said lets just buy it and help them.

So we did.

His face glowed up and he was very thankful.

He couldn't speak,but he didn't give up.

=')

Loves.

I asked Charmaine whether I should give up on the (we-know-what)

and she said I shouldn't. 

I know that I shouldn't too.

There's a strong intuition in my heart.

I hope its real.

Charmaine and I left at 5smth.

Was out of Sunrise when  at that time the cars were stopped at red lights.

But when we were crossing the lights turn green and the car almost knocked us by inches!

Is he blind?He saw us!

=.=

Charmaine got down before me.

When I reached I was passing the Twin Tower junction when I almost got knocked again by another car!

But this one leng zai leh!

=X

Why am I so lucky today?

Must buy toto liao.

I should've pretended to faint maybe I can save energy for the half journey up.

XD

And finally, dad agreed to our plan!

=')

I'm so so happy!

Here are the gifts I forgotten to unwrap.

The Gift of a Life Filled With Love.

Love...is the best thing in the world,

and the thing that lives longest.

-Henry van Dyke

Love is something to share with a wonderful person. And once its there,

you've got to make it last.

Love isn't something to be taken for granted.

Its something to be nurtured and cared for and caressed.

Love can last forever..if you want it to.

Love isn't tough and tentative;

it's wonderful and gentle and tender.

Love is mysterious,but it asks that you 

keep no secrets.Love is blind,but it

asks that you see how happy it can make you.

Love is more like a flower than a tree,

the wrong things can hurt it so easily.

But the right things can make it more

beautiful than anything else your life 

has ever known.

Love is something to be treated as the

best of all blessings,and as your own 

little miracle that will keep coming true

... as long as you want it to.

-Barin Taylor

The Gift of A Real Friend

A friend is one of the nicest things 

you can have, and one of the best things you can be.

A friend is a living treasure,

and if you have one,you have one of the

most valuable gifts in life.

A friend is the one who will always be

beside you,through all the laughter,

and through each and every tear,

A friend is the one thing you can always rely on;

the someone you can always open up to;

the one wonderful person who alwyas believes

in you in a way that no one else seems to.

A friend is a sanctuary.

A friend is a smile.

A friend is a hand that is always holding

yours, no matter where you are,no matter how close or far apart you may be.

A friend is someone who is always there and will always-always-always-care.

A friend is a feeling of forever in the heart.

A friend is the one door that is always open.

A friend is the one whom you can give your key.

A friend is one of the nicest things you can have,

and the best thing you can be.

-Collin McCarty

The Gift of Understanding What Others are Going Through.

Be kind.

Everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle.

-John Watson

Let us be slower to condemn and quicker to forgive.If we knew the other fellow's troubles,

we might hesitate to criticize. We might admire his courage for carrying on.

-A.H. Glasow

Go beyond yourself and reach out to other people

with a sincere love,respect,caring 

and understanding of their needs.

-Susan Polis Schutz

The more we know, the better we forgive;

Whoever feels deeply,

feels for all who lives.

-De Stael

What a long post!

They're so long winded.

Lol.

I might not blog as often anymore...

I need to study

because I wanna be a person that everyone will be proud of.

I don't guarantee straight A's.

But I will certainly do my best.

*Nothing you confess,

will make me love you less*

Mels: Charmaine what is my hubby doing as YOUR wallpaper?!

Charmaine: WHERE GOT?!?!?!(presses phone to see her wallpaper)

That's MY hubby okay?

Mels: no...that's MY hubby!(points to the dog on Sho's shoulder)

Both:*laughs*

that was funny!

the fun in studying!

<3

I'm very random.

Sleep well people!

Loves.

Hello peeps!

Sorry I didn't manage to post yesterday's gift..

So we have two gifts for today okay?

Hmm...

We had our Graduation in school today.

Its not much better than last year's.

The food is still the same.

I have a feeling that I will look lost in the picture with the principal.

Everyone looked really nice and matured.

Vained a lil before we got into the hall.

Me and Adrienne

*dark circles =( *

Me and Alia.

Things went pretty well.

But we all got annoyed by those waiters.

Charmaine and I was taking pics when one of them commented about us.

Then that same guy told Rachel to say " I love you" to him if she wants ice-cream.

=.=

What the hell?

Who do they think they are?

What crap.

They prepared the food beside our toilet.

 the taste really clique together with the place they prepared it at.

Shu Yong, Shu Huey and Sze Shuen 

*candid!*

Our hall looks like this.

So many fans but it doesn't make much difference.

=X

Xiang Mei who was sitting beside me started perspiring furiously.

Did her sexy action so that her body can breathe.

Then she slept on the table.

Sleeping Beauty

Who blames her?

Those speeches are not interesting.

=X

After we got down the stage we had to return those robes immediately.

Then all started attacking their food.

I didn't la..

I'm pretty slow.

=P

More vaining after food.

Me and MasakiMaine!

*oppss*

After graduation I went to Gurney with Rachel,Zed,Chia Ying and Haslin.

Changed immediately coz I was not comfortable in that piece of outfit.

Went to Breeks and chatted.

Got a text from Willy.

He asked me whether I'm in Gurney coz he saw me.

He's working at... (where?)

So I asked him what time does his shift ends because the other girls were going for a 2.40pm movie and Alvin can only fetch me at 3.30pm.

Went to see Willy after Breeks.

He said he will be late coz he has to fetch other people.

So I decided to go for a movie with them until Alvin comes.

Was at the ticket counter when Willy called me.

He asked me whether I wanna follow him to fetch the others.

=D

Saved money and time.

Yea I went with him.

Went to church after fetching them all.

I saw Grace and stayed to talk coz shes currently working at the electrical shop downstairs.

Went for service when its time.

This Grace cannot get over Eu Jin.

Luan nia.

After service we went for dinner as usual.

Grace keep trying to force her way through to Eu Jin.

Obviously he's not interested.

I took William's specs to wear.

Then TanChin said I look pretty today.

Lol

*perasan liao*

Janet and I discussed about the japanese drama One Litre of Tears.

William sent us home after dinner.

Got a shitty comment from the guard downstairs.

What's with them seriously?

Picking on any girl who walks by.

Came online after cleaning up and chatted with Janet.

She posted the link on my wall so I started watching it.

That's all about today.

Here are the gifts that I owe you.

The Gift Of Contentment.
It is not how much we have,
but how much we enjoy,
that makes happiness.
-Charles H. Spurgeon


Reduce your requirements to a minimum.
In that way, you can preserve your independence
and individuality. If you want many material 
possessions, you can only get them by selling your time.It is not a good 
bargain.Learn to do without luxuries and you are free..rich in sunny hours and summer days.
- Henry David Thoreau


To find contentment, enjoy your own life
without comparing it with that of another.
-Condorcet


Life is ten percent what you make it
and ninety percent how you take it.
-Anonymous


The Gift of Knowing What's Wrong and Doing What's Right.
Do unto other as though you were the others.
-Anonymous


It is easier not to begin to go wrong
than it is to turn back
and do better after beginning.
-President James A. Garfield


If I must choose
the lesser of two evils,
I will choose neither.
-Karl Kraus


There is always a best way of doing everything.
-Ralph Waldo Emerson


Okay I'm done! 
Goodnight!


*But what I still do,
I'm still loving you.*

Come back soon!
Loves.