You know,I've been drenched by the rain for many many times.

But none was as fun as today!

Yeah,

we had math today.

I was disappointed when I see all the careless mistakes that I've done in paper one.

Can't even mention paper two.

I was certain that TanChin would be disappointed too.

But as some of you know,

I don't have much feelings.

Those are emotions.

And since I don't have to worry about what time I will get home,

 I hung around with Ray,Zed and Shannen.

Venn was there too but she was in KFC with her boyfriend.

Went to Midlands because Zed wanted to get games' DVD.

While we were going up the escalator, Ray decided to promote the benefits of exercising.

"...and...it's free!"

We LOL-ed and Ray stumbled when she was coming down.she almost flew down from there.

Then Venn kept sticking to her bf and didn't wanna go home.

It rained very heavily when we were about to leave.

But we left Midlands anyway.

The walk to the bus stop opposite the school was fun!

We did music videos and shampoo commercial!

=X

Everything was drenched.

What if we get fever tomorrow?

haha.

The first thing I did when I got back was to text TanChin to tell him about the exam.

He said he was not disappointed because at least I tried.

I was touched.

Sounds so encouraging but the more he does that the more guilty I am.

=/

My posts are boring aint it?

These are some of the things that I would wanna remember.

Sometimes for things that I don't mention here,

I say them somewhere else.

But the safest place to keep them is in my heart.

*Love is not selfish*

Sleep well people!

Loves.

We had our service with Pastor Stephan Goh today!

and I watched miracles happen in front of my eyes!

He asked all of us who needed healing to stand up.

And he started praying for those with physical pain.

I was nervous.

My pain is internal.

He noticed me but he asked me to wait because he wants to pray for the others with minor problems first.

How does he know?

Anyways he prayed for me and I know that I will get better results in my next blood test!

God is great!

Went to food court as usual.Sat with Desmond and Felex.

Melvin was not there because he went for a movie.

After food TanChin sent us back.

There were six of us in his tiny viva again.

And this time we had Felex,Raymond,Sam,TanChin,Takkun and I.

Takkun replaced Angus.

Angus cannot get over Raymond singing in the car.

He even dreamed of Raymond the last time this happened.

We were clubbing in the car!

The noise that Raymond made and TanChin's driving makes my food wanna force itself out of me.

LOL

Really had loads of fun!

After putting Takkun Sam and I were arguing on which road to use to get to Felex's place.

Sam kept shouting at TanChin to go straight and I keep saying go left because I wanna see TAR college!

*I'm a fan!*

And he turned left.

Victory was mine!

But it was a further road.

While passing TAR college I told Felex to wave at the college but he waved at me.

Lol crazy.

After Felex they sent me home.

And the exam-stress knocked when I got home.

=/

I'm gonna go do math in a bit.

Will see you guys soon!
*I don't need you in my life, I can walk past you and pretend like we never loved each other, I can quit calling/texting or having any contact with you.. but I do hope you realize it's killing me inside.even if it doesn't hurt you at all..*

Loves.

Rachel came to my house this morning.

I ordered McDelivery for her and that guy on the phone asked me to get an adult to verify my age and order.

What the hell?

I said okay and hung up and called again after a few minutes.

This time it was a different person.

Managed to get the order done.

No, I did not order for myself.

Saved up for lunch.

=)

Then Rachel went back and the shift was taken over by Charmaine.

We chatted for a while.

And I discovered that I am not alone!

Charmaine is also afraid of insects!

Eg: moths,butterflies,beetles and GRASSHOPPERS!

We discussed our insect-fear stories and experiences.

It was creepy and funny!

=D

I was swimming on the table.

=X

Took candid pics of Charmaine but she deleted them!

Not like Sho's gonna read my blog and see her pics.

=.=

Then we ordered Dominos's Pizza and came online.

We were talking and laughing and listening to music when I heard someone pressing the doorbell.

Its out of battery but the clicking sound is very familiar.

I went out to pay and that delivery uncle is a very cute person.

He's cute because he's blur and since I'm also blur I didn't get what he said.

=X

We came in and arranged the boxes nicely on the table because I wanted to take pictures.

Charmaine actually noticed that they were late.

Just for your info those pizza are regular ones and they're small!

We aint cows.

=X

Charmaine attacking her Aloha Chicken.

We have to keep math by our side even when we were eating.

After lunch we came back to the computer and Charmaine continued doing her stuffs and she suddenly told me that her MSN became my MSN.

So I started cracking my brain.

Then I remembered.

My MSN is always automatically signed in.

And since two people can sign in at the same time,

this was what happened.

We were chatting with each other!

LOL

I was supposed to be doing math!

Charmaine was busy reading someone's LiveJournal blog and I kept distracting her.

Soon, she had to go back.

I walked her down because I need to throw rubbish.

And here I am.

LOL

Anyways, we will be having a healing evangelist in church tomorrow!

Anyone who is sick can come!

Whoever that's not sick can bring a sick person.

Or...

just come to see me lah!

Hehe.

That's about all.

*This has got to end*

Sleep well people!

Loves.

Sejarah sucks to the max!

=(

Out of those so called popular tips given by everyone,

only about 20% came out!

 I am proud to say that I did not leave anything blank.

But still..

sigh..

I just finished the first essay question when I decided to just lay my head on the table for a rest.

Was too sleepy but I couldn't sleep.

Plus everyone in front and beside me fainted on the table long ago.

So discouraging.

When I do that one of the invigilator knock on my table and immediately I lifted my head up to look at her.

She told me that I can do it.

I got a shock!

I mean, everyone was sleeping!

But I finished my paper just in time.

So after school I went to KFC with Ray and Zed because Charmaine "free airplane" me and she went back with her mum.
Got home by bus.
Find it fun.
My heart sighed in relief.
At least the first week is over.
But there is more to come.
=/
You guys have fun kay?
Loves.

What?!

Thunder and lightning?!

This sounds familiar.

haha yes!

My boyfriend was killed by a lightning-strike this morning.

In my continuous writing.

LOL

You know my style.

I forgotten to write regards in my first essay 

.

Saw Miss Yeoh and dashed towards her during break.

She said they will only deduct one mark from there and it will not harm me.

LOL

She then said something that made me happy but at the same time,

I feel that I'm not good enough.

It was a disappointing compliment.

In the middle of paper two I looked around the hall and discover that about 80% of them are already down on their table.

I tried to sleep after I was done but I just couldn't.

So I just sat and observed.

The head invigilator was so funny at the last fifteen minutes.

He was practically staring at the clock.

I laughed.

He looked desperate to get us over with.

Haha.

Simplified version:

I got home.

Online.

Housework.

Online.

Cook.

Online.

Offline.

I was about to eat my dinner when suddenly this moth flew in from the balcony and I was flabbergasted.

I grabbed the cushion and started screaming tho I know that no one was there to save me.

It flew towards me twice and I grabbed my keys and ran outta the house.

Even so, I kept staring at it.

I can see it from the corridor.

Then I went to Rach's house.

And came back.

Talked to VJ.

Dad got home and he took it gently and threw it out.

Phew.

Now I can rest in peace.

My father, my hero.

haaha.

I still cant get this sejarah into my head.

so I'm gonna go study again.

You guys take care also yea.

Goodnight.

Loves.

We had our BM papers today.

Yesterday before I slept,

I waited.

Many friends wished me.

But the one wish that I've been waiting for,

didn't come.

Rups said something that makes me think again.

Its true and I know it too.

But things get worse before they get better.

I listen to my heart.

This morning when I got up,

I see more sms-es than I have expected.

I smiled.

It feels good to be a great friend to others.

That's because they're good to me.

I looked through all those unread messages,

but I couldn't find that familiar name.

I was a lil disappointed.

Its okay.

Things happen for a reason.

=)

So I went to school.

Did my papers pretty well...(I think?)

I could've rot during the time between papers.

Thank God I have Charmaine,Haslin and Aysha with me.

Joked a bit.

XD

Before that Harientha told us how she struggled to finish her paper one.

It was funny because she's so dramatic.

=D

Then paper two was quite easy.

(what am I saying?!)

Haha

So after that the family gang and I got home in a bus.

Anyways,

we're having my beloved English tomorrow!

=DDDD

I haven't seen the questions but I've already planned on what to write.

I must be nuts.

BLAME SPM!

XDDDD

This post started quite emo,

but for some reason now I am smiling.

I'm gonna go offline real soon.

Need my beauty sleep.

=D

*you didn't and you haven't*

Goodnight and goodluck for English!

Loves.

Today was awesomeeee!

<3

Pastor Kong's service is always this good.

=)

He is a very funny man.

Those of you who didn't come,

YOU GUYS MISSED IT!

Pastor Kong really made me realize that no matter how many people walk outta my life,

God never did and will never do.

And yea,

maybe I've been counting and waiting on someone else but God.

And He's the only one that we can really count on.

Life will still be as hard,

but I can be stronger with God.

My faith keeps building up in me.

And its not only in God,

but in someone else as well.

Because I believe.

I believe that I can do it.

I won't give up.

Someday,

all my loved ones will be really proud of me.

=')

I'm gonna go.

Stay strong.

Loves.

Hey!

Just got back from Ananda not long ago.

Went because Charlotte and Su going back to KL tomorrow.

=(

The good news is,

aunt is also going to KL tomorrow!

yehhh!

XD

And the bad news is,

SPM's on tuesday!

=O

(Lol I said that before!)

I had a bad dream again last night and I freaked out.

=(

I thought I was gonna go study with Charmaine today.

But she didn't reply me so I decided to just not think anymore.

Read some sejarah.

Did some math.

Char's mum fetched me to Ananda.

We thought only Charlotte,Su,Siew Wern and I will be there.

Outta sudden Rowena and Letitia showed up.

Then Siew Wern and Siew Mei came.

All of us started talking at once,

like as if Ananda belongs to us.

=P

Then Charlotte texted Kalvinder asking her whether she's coming.

Kal was like, "its tomorrow right?"

LOL
But she came anyway.

We keep each other updated about current issues.

After a while Letitia, Su, Rowena and the Siew sisters left.

Charlotte's mum was gonna come at 10pm.

So Kal waited with us.

She called Saranyah because her house is near Ananda.

We talked alot while waiting for Mak Nyah.

She came after a few minutes.

Then we saw Puan Sagar which is my literature teacher!

She said I didn't see her for my trial's marks.

Actually I remembered.

But I was afraid to face the reality that I didn't have enough time to finish the paper.

Puan Sagar told me that I got 80marks!

A huge smile stretched across my face.

I was happy and surprised!

My last exam was last year's trials and I got only 61% at that time!

=D

80% isn't very high but I am happy.

It makes me wanna work even harder for SPM!

I will do my best!

And there was this lady who sells handmade toys from the school of the disabled or something.

The four of us shared money and got a toy.

Charlotte loved it so much.

I think she took it back already.

Then her mum came and we all went back.

Tomorrow,

we will be having Pastor Kong from Singapore!

Those who are interested please be in City Harvest Church Penang at 10am.

service will start at 10.30am and ends at 12.30pm.

I hope to see you guys there!

Loves.

Charmaine said I don't update my blog.

=.=

Haha!

Today is the last day of school already.

How fast time flies.

We got our school magazine today.

And yeah one of my poems is in it too!

This year's is in page 107!

XD

Last year's was page 125 but I got pissed because they typed my poem WRONGLY

and the whole poem became retarded.

Below is the original and CORRECT! version of last year's poem.

Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.

Yesterday, we set our foot into CPT,

We looked at all the years to come,

and how long it seems to be.

Yesterday,

we've started our journey,

through all these failures and success,

everyone keep trying to be the best.

Today,

we strut along our path to the future,

we try to improve ourselves,

and keep getting better.

Today,

we all know that soon

we've got to go our own way,

Time creeps away day by day,

there seems to be so much more 

that we have to say,

we have our own dreams to fulfill,

and our own rainbows to chase after.

Tomorrow,

we will look back into our past,

through the wind and through the rain,

sweet and bitter memories that will last.

Tomorrow,

we will think of those moments,

tears of yesterday's,joy of today and hopes for tomorrow,

lessons learned and we will be strong for obstacles that follows.

Very geram whenever I see that page because THEY TYPED IT WRONGLY!

ughh

I went to Adventist Hospital with aunt after school.

Then met up with Charmaine and gang in the bus.

Then we headed to do our "pre-SPM preparation".

Venue: A park at Jalan Sam Ah Chow

Activities: *failed to identify*

=D

How old are we, again?

Lol its fun to feel the breeze on our cheeks.

After all those swinging we went to the see-saw.

I've been eyeing it you know?

XD

Charmaine and Ray "saw"-ing each other.

I was in the middle of the see-saw.

So yeah.

Took pics.

From Charmaine's view.

XD

The sunlight is blinding...

Vained.

Like I said I was in the middle.

LOL

A smile from the heart...

=D

I took loads of pics kay but this Charmaine only sent me one of hers!

And then I *ahem*

 Actually I was looking at a bird on the tree.

Then decided to take pics.

Thank God it didn't pangsai on me.

Hahaha!

The bird missing in action.

*Beautiful sky..it reminds me of "no matter how far the distance is, we are still under the same sky" *

=(

A genuine smile from me.

Actually I'm not sure whether it is.

But at least I was happy for that period of time right?

=)

Then Charmaine had to go soon.

Planned to go to the night-market but was cancelled because some of us couldn't.

Took one ending-pic before Charmaine went.

I'm ugly when I'm happy.

LOL

its okay I'm still me.

and I LOVE THIS PIC!

So Charmaine left and Ray did too soon after.

Then yeah.

I got home.

XD

And here's this year's poem.

Who They Are.

Do you know?

What is written on their faces

does not really show

the struggles

and the silent war

that they are fighting?

Every smile,

every laughter,

when they are alone,

everything disappears.

Have you ever heard

their cries of pain?

Or were their voices

drowned in the sound

of the pouring rain?

There are many more stories

left untold

some people,

take forever to unfold

beneath the mask that they put on

they are dark,numb and cold.

Take a look around

open your senses to the unheard sounds

as their tear drops.

Give them a chance

to show who they are.

Look at them with a glance of compassion,

speak with your heart

tell them that you care

And mean what you say

if you promised to be there.

This post is tiring.

=P

I wish those taking exams all the best!

Ohh and DO COME for Pastor Kong's service this Sunday and

remember we have Friendship Day on the 19th which is also POD's official launch.

I'll see you guys there!

Loves.

Hello peeps!

The hot dog competition went well with Willy being the winner.

Gotta thank Neil for coming to support.

Anyways we are gonna have a friendship day in POD this Friday which is the 19th.

Then there will be no service on Saturday because Pastor Kong is coming on Sunday!

=DD

*excited*

then aunt going to KL on Monday which means 

NO EXCESSIVE STRESS!

SPM's starting next Tuesday.

Do pray for me neh!

Tuesday, 23rd November 2010
8.00am-10.15am ~ BM Paper One
2.00pm- 4.30pm~ BM Paper Two


Wednesday, 24th November 2010.
8.00am-9.45am~ English Paper One
10.30am-12.45pm~ English Paper Two


Thursday, 25th November 2010.
8.00am-9.00am~ Sejarah Paper One
10.00am-12.30pm~ Sejarah Paper Two


Monday, 29th November 2010.
8.00am-9.15am~ Mathematics Paper One
10.00am-12.30pm~ Mathematics Paper Two


Tuesday, 30th November 2010.
8.00am-10.30am~ Moral


Thursday, 2nd December 2010.
8.00am-9.15am~ Science Paper One
!0.00am-12.30pm~ Science Paper Two


Wednesday, 8th December 2010.
8.00am-9.15am~ Perdagangan Paper One
10.00am-12.00pm~ Perdagangan Paper Two


Thursday,9th December 2010.
8.00am-10.30am~ Literature in English
11.15am-12.30pm~ Accounts Paper One
2.00pm-4.30pm~ Accounts Paper Two

The above are whatever subjects that I'm taking.
I'm gonna be alone in the hall during literature because as I know, no one else is taking any other exams at that time.
=(
ohh and after that, I can come back and online 24/7 and no one's gonna scold me!
I hope la.
There's one thing that I'm truly worried about.
I am unusually calm.
Its like my heart has forgotten to beat for SPM.
Not that calm for math because I get very stressed whenever I see it!
No stars today because let me not say what my heart is hoping for.
=D
P/S: Rups! Gambatte neh!
Goodnight people!
Loves.

After not being in school for two whole weeks,

finally I stepped into the school ground again today.

Actually I am still having fever but since I will not be going to school tomorrow 

I decided to go today.

It doesn't make any difference.

In fact,I can study better at home.

None of the teachers teach today.

And my classmates don't seem to be studying at all.

I bought today's newspaper during recess and Rachel was the first to read it when I got back to class.

After a few minutes my newspaper became the sexiest newspaper ever because both Shereen and Rachel started leaving their trademarks all over it.

I LOL-ed and got my red pen to join them.

XD

Celcom Smiles by Shereen and Rachel

I dunno who is this because they blinded him before I managed to see his face.

This apek looks interesting in the hands of Shereen and Rachel

(again?!)

Mels put lipstick for him and the white jobs are by

our famous artists.

XD

This is one of the funny ones.

Shereen(to that guy): mang kesi lah I know you got H1n1!

Rachel and I burst into laughters.

This was funny too!

Shereen wrote a HUGE R.I.P and Rachel was like,

hami RIP?! Congratulations la!

Then she cancelled the RIP.

=D

Last but not least,

What happened?!

Fu Xian and Alia laughed non-stop when they saw this.

LOL

Actually there are alot more but those gotta be kept private and confidential.

I remember I painted Michael Jackson too!

=X

Note: we do not wanna offend anyone...we are just highh!

Then right, Hachiko is showing but why is it only showing in GSC Mid Valley,GSC Pavillion and 

GSC One Utama?

I'm desperate for that movie.

I'm gonna donate them my tears.

The last time I watched the two-minute trailer,

I cried hard.

=X

Well today aint that bad..

And yeah!

We will be having Hot Dog competition at POD tomorrow!

Starts at 4.30pm.

Do come!

=)

Loves.

Hello people!

How is everyone?

XD

I'm gonna keep y'all updated about POD activities throughout the month today.

Week One(over liao la! =P)

2nd Nov : Ping pong competition

3rd Nov: Movie (watched Phua Chu Kang)

4th Nov: Hip hop lesson

5th Nov: POD close(Public holiday)

Week Two. (starts tomorrow!)

9th Nov: Mafia Game

10th Nov: Hot Dog Competition (RM3)

11th Nov: Japanese Game

12th Nov: Human Snake

Week Three

POD will be closed on the 16th and 17th.

18th Nov: Traditional Game

19th Nov: POD Official Launch which is also the Friendship Day!

 Week Four

23rd Nov: Maggi Mee and coke competition(RM5)

24th Nov: Personal Grooming Class

25th Nov: Treasure Hunt

26th Nov: Spring Cleaning.

EVERYONE IS INVITED!

I wont be there on week four because I have exams.

=(

Thank God I got fever now and not few days later.

Anyways my random quote for these few weeks is " I don't like you!"

so please do not take me seriously if I happen to say that to you.

Earlier I saw a friend's personal message in msn.

And I think he became gay since he has a girlfriend.

LOL

Yeahh

When it comes to love, every guy is gay.

* I stuffed my brain with maths but you're still the main thing that I'm thinking of*

=)

Have a good night people!

Loves.

Seriously,

I LOVE TODAY!

<3

I kinda got cross this morning not long after I woke up when I saw Ngee May's text.

She said her dad forgotten to wait for her and he went to Butterworth already.

I was afraid that the plan were to be cancelled off.

But May said the plan is on coz her aunt can send her.

We were talking,scoping on people's pages and all those.

Catching up on each other.

Lol.

Were there from 9am-4pm.

At 3.20pm one of May's love interest came to join us.

* I know the time because I was waiting for Alvin to fetch me*

We talked a little bit more but that guy didn't talk much because May and I used 

codes while talking.

Then Alvin and Samuel came in TanChin's Hello Kitty car and we went to church.

Service was awesome today!

<3

The funny parts began when we were at the usual food court for dinner.

We had our long table(four square tables) and I sat with Raymond and gang.

Then we all started talking shit.

Teasing Raymond about his gay-ism and duck and chicken whatsoever.

Had funny arguments with Melvin and Desmond.

I then realized that Janet and I were the only girls among all of us.
Felex asked for my number and Raymond gave it to him.
Then he missed call-ed me and I didn't save his number because I was talking to Melvin.
Then he was like,"key-in la!"
He's so cute when he do his merajuk face!
XD

I was talking about chickens when dad called.

After I hung up,instead of saying "wa eh pa chuay bor kia( my dad cannot find his daughter)", I said

"wa eh pa chuay bor kay( my dad cannot find his chicken)" and suddenly everyone burst into laughter.

I thought only people at my table knows but when we were leaving TanChin was like,

"your father cannot find what chicken?"

I laughed.

There were 11 of us but there was only TanChin's Viva to send us all home.

So those of us at Tanjung Bunga area followed him to his car while the rest of them waited at the food court.

Sam,Angus,Felex,Raymond,me(and TanChin of course)

went to his car.

Raymond was damn high today!

He started singing random songs and making lots of noise.

Couldn't stand him.

Then he started gay-ing Felex and all.

It was funny!

And then I got home.

If there is anything that I could thank God for,

I would thank him for sending me friends that brightens my day and somehow eased my pain.

I am gonna go offline soon because I have been sleeping late nowadays.

Goodnight people!

Sweet dreams

Loves.

Charmaine and I went to the KFC of Island Plaza to do math today

because she said its nearer.

She came to the bus stop below my place and accompanied me there by bus.

In the bus on the way there I asked Charmaine whether she has found a blood donor.

She got a shock!

"because you are gonna cough out one litre of blood"

I explained.

She laughed.

So yeah,I got a better understanding of straight lines.

>.<

Saw a senior of ours.Talked a bit.

Both of us headed to Midlands because I wanted to get a text book.

And then we went to the bus stop in front of Adventist Hospital to wait for the bus to come back.

Charmaine was gonna get down at my place because she needed to go to the bank.

When the bus came, we were gonna pay RM2.80 for the both of us but the bus uncle only charged me with kid's fare.

=X

Then he asked me why am I so small.

LOL

Kid's ticket.

=X

* this is very random*

I forgotten why Charmaine was laughing but there was something funny..

So when we reached we went to Maybank and Charmaine's mum came to pick her up soon after.

So I walked back home.

Tomorrow I will be studying with Ngee May at Sunrise!

Can't wait because the last time I saw her was on the 11th of July where we got into trouble and almost didn't manage to get home safely.

I hope the plan goes smoothly.

Have fun guys!

Goodnight and sleep well!

Loves.

=)

Went to Queens with Mandy today!

At first wanna go make visa but plans went crooked and dad knows that I am silently depressed so he 

allow me to go out and heal my heart.

So yeahh!

We went to Tako King at Prangin for lunch.

Because we are on budget and their food is affordable.

Called Yvonne on the way and asked whether she wants to join us in Queensbay.

She said she'll come over after food.

So Mandy and I drove to Queens after lunch.

It was fun because it is far away from where we usually hang out.

She first shop we went was something but I don't know whats the name.

The shirts are like crap but the price is expensive.

Is ugly the new nice?

Nahh that only applies for me..

LOL

Yvonne came when we were in Brands,

taking everything to try as if they're free of charge.

Hey I only took five!

Mandy was like a few times!

But we ended up buying nothing from there.

Then Mandy went to buy a pair of flats.

***************************

We went into a candy shop and I was looking around when I saw Mandy struggling.

So I went to help.

And LOL-ed!

She wants to try the biscuit in the case and she only used one hand to open it so everything came out.

She was like,God please help me.

HAHA!

Then whatever happened and I got home..

And here I am.

Someone said my blog has too many words..

So I think I'll post some pics we took today.

Mandy and her Tako-King.

Checkin guys out eh?

Act candid!

LOL

Promoting Tako Card

Being cute is not my profession.

I was born to be.

LOL!

joking!

Mandy and that Forever 21 blouse.

This was the last pic taken by my phone before the camera died.

=(

Mandy laa!

That's all la..

XD

Tata!

Loves.

Today was supposed to be a happy day right?

I was very happy in POD..

what happened after that?

I got home,

that was what happened.

Aunt couldn't stop nagging me.

Does she know that going to church and POD is the only happy thing that I can do?

All she cares was her own feelings.

What about mine?

I have been going through 11 years of physical and mental torture in her grasp.

Have I got a choice?

Can I not suffer anymore?

Now I know that my happiness went down the drain 11years ago.

She wants us all to understand her feelings,but she has never made an effort to know how we feel.

All she did was to act humble in the eyes of others.

Many times she gave me hope,

and she enjoy watching those false hopes crashing down on me.

I am very tired okay?

What hurts is that the person who is supposed to be there when I cry,

didn't manage to be.

Do you know how many times do I feel like giving up already?

I might not be as strong if S2 hadn't ask me to not give up.

But I do not know how long more can I go on.

Everyone's patience has its limits.

Mine is not exceptional.

Anyways heres a song for y'all.Got introduced to me by Neil yesterday and I fell for it since then.

Katharine McPhee Ft. Zachary Levi - Terrified Lyrics

You by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full wrong you're the thing that's right
Finally made it through the lonely to the other side

You said it again my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark,
And I'm in love and I'm terrified.
For the first time in the last time
In my only life.

This could be good
It's already better than last
And love is worse than knowing
You're holding back
I could be all that you needed
If you let me try

You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting start
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time
in my only

I only said it cause i mean it
I only mean cause it's true
So don't you doubt what i've been dreaming
Cause it fills me up and holds me close
Whenever i'm without you

You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time
In my only life.

*Its true, I only said it because I mean it,shootingstar..*

Hello guys!

=)

I love rainy days!

I am very happy to study during rainy days.

Its so cooling.

I am so random.

So how is everyone?

We had a ping-pong competition at POD today.

And Willy won the competition!

=D

I lose my temper very easily nowadays.

=(

Anyways,heres a video taken by Takkun last week when they were playing ping-pong.

I hope you'd enjoy watching this.

Lol.

We had loads of fun together!
=)
There will be movie-premiering at POD tomorrow.
Anyone interested to join us?
XD

I kinda got pissed because I'm supposed to meet up with some friends tomorrow
at Gurney but they changed location to Queensbay and no one bothered to tell me.
This Tian Le told his girlfriend that I have cancer.
=.=
He must be psychic because I didn't know I had cancer until his gf told me.
Whats with everyone becoming so blur nowadays?
Or are they just blinded by love?
(who am I to say that?hmm)
Exams coming real soon,
I hope I can eliminate all bad thoughts before it is too late.
I wanna live happily every day,
because I only have one today.
That is what I'm trying to do.
RuPhing was right,
life is not like a drama.
If it is not for you,
it'll NEVER be yours no matter how hard you try.
So maybe I should stop wishing for a happy ending and hoping that there is a good reason behind all this.

Have fun guys!

*Life made me stroll slow behind you,do wait for me because I am trying hard to catch up with you*